Always Here [Antisepticeye x Reader]

Fun

Sunlight beams peaked through a window and landed on your skin. Your body began to heat up and you slowly began to wake up. You opened up your eyes and allowed them to adjust before you began to instinctively look around the room. After your investigation, you rolled on your side attempting to block the sunshine from your eyes. You snuggled up to the body next to you and shut your eyes. It wasn't until you felt an arm drape over you that you realized you had dozed back to sleep. You opened your eyes to see your boyfriend, Jack, sleeping soundly. Your noses lightly brushed each other because of how close you were. The green fringe of his hair hung in his face and covered one of his closed eyes. You studied him until you realized he had woken up. Expecting baby blue eyes, his dark soulless eyes startled you. He looked at you curiously as you jumped in surprise. His face and smile drooped when he realized what happened. You felt ashamed for not remembering that your boyfriend's evil counterpart was here now, not him. After a few more awkward moments, Anti spoke up. "Feel any better?"

Now that I'm with you, you though before you could stop yourself. Anti's smile reappeared and he caressed your face. "I'm glad. I was kind of nervous yesterday. I didn't know what was wrong with you. But, that just means we can have some fun today."

Your eyes widened at his words. 'Fun' in Anti's terms could only mean two things. Either he's going to hurt you again, or he'll have his way with you. Your body craved him, but you knew it was wrong. He was just controlling you. He was making you feel things. You felt the bed shift next to you and looked up to see Anti standing up by the bed. You instantly blushed, forgetting he was shirtless. You watched him rake a hand through his hair. He then began to unbutton his pants. You instantly looked away and began to panic. No, no, no. Not again. You fought the urge to watch him undress, but did catch a few glances of him. Finally, he had finished and was moving away from the bed. You panicked even more, thinking he was coming for you. He stopped midway towards you and began to sift through the drawers of a wardrobe. You deeply exhaled, relieved you did not have to relive that nightmare again. He eventually found a new pair of jeans, these a little lighter. These were the jeans Jack wore when you met. They were his favorite, tears in the fabric making this evident. Part of you was infuriated that Anti would wear these jeans, thinking he was Jack. Another part could care less what he wore.

He eventually picked his jacket up and put it back on before coming to your side of the bed.

"Let's make this easy, shall we? You know how this works. I really don't want to have to force you to get up." Anti said, crossing his arms across his chest. You sat up, still not completely sure what he meant. He offered you his hand and you took it. He helped you up and you instantly knew what was going to happen when your eyes caught the glint of something silver inside his jacket. He tugged you forward and out of the door. He led you through your house, this time it didn't seem so out of place as before. He led you back to the same room and sat you down in the chair.  He tied your arms down again, stepped back and sighed. He turned away from you for a few moments before whipping around. You could tell that whatever just happened, it helped him snap out of the caring person he was last night. His eyes lit up with excitement as he slowly approached you. The fear radiating off your body energized him and encouraged him. He gripped your chin and placed a sloppy kiss to your cheek. You pulled away in pure disgust, wishing this to end. Anti was angered and sent his knife into your arm. You screamed from the pain of torn muscles and tissues. Blood poured out from your arm, and like a predator with prey, Anti was excited at the life flowing out of you. He grabbed your chin again, this time kissing your lips. You tried not to pull away, and thankfully it worked. Anti smiled down at you before noticing your face starting to pale. You looked down at your arm and quickly shut your eyes, a tear slipping from your eye. Anti noticed the tear and slowly wiped it away. You turned your head away, not wishing to look at him.

"Look at me." You shook your head no.

"Look at me." This time his tone was more demanding. You stayed still.

"Look at me!" He screamed as he sent a hand across your face. Hot tears threatened to fall, but you blinked them away. You felt your face heat up from the impact and you imagined how red it must be. You slowly turned your head towards him. He kissed you again, and you decided to try something. Since he seemed to lose his more angry and demonic side when you were sick, you figured that if you showed him that you cared about him, he would give in. You kissed him back and could practically feel the shock coming from him. You even tilted your head to deepen the kiss. You two finally broke for air, and you couldn't help but notice the mixture of confusion, shock, and anticipation on his face.

"Oh, (Y/N), this is going to be so much fun."