Austin | Post Malone X Reader

Joji

"aren't you hungry?" Hila asked.

"no. It's fine" My pie was intact, and I had the hole time just stirred in my plate. Why did the cheese look like Karen? "you can have it" I gave it to Ethan.

"thanks dude" he smiled. Hila did not smile. I looked at her and gave her a I'm Totally Fine -smirk. She looked away.

I slept on the floor in the editing room. My pillow was soft, but not as good as in the hotel rooms next to Austin. I could not get myself up in the mornings. I could not stop stirring into the walls. I did not eat. I sat up when Ethan and Hila filmed. My laugh made me warm inside, and sometimes Hila came to me with a glass of water or coffee. I had slept here in four day's now.

"are you sick?" she one day asked.

"I think so" I said and closed my eyes. "I feel like I'm so heavy that I can't get anywhere". Hila played with my hair.

"we have a guest today. You can stay here, but I know it's someone you like" for a second I thought it was Austin, but then I remembered that I hated him.

"Who is it?"

"George". I knew a lot of people named George, so I was a little confused.

"who is it?"

"... Joji" she corrected.

"are you kidding? It's such a long time since I saw him the last time" I was so happy now, and I did not fell heavy anymore. Hila smiled.

"he'll come in 3 hours" I sat up, and walked on my legs for the first time in four days. My jeans felt bigger than usual. I took a shower and brushed my hair.

"wow" Ethan said sarcastic "you are living" he looked at his phone as I entered the kitchen. I opened the fridge, and took some milk.

"yes" I found some cereals and a glass.

"was it because Hila told you that George comes?" he asked and raised a curious eyebrow.

"maybe" I smiled. "are you gonna film?" I asked as I took a spoon of cereals. It was light outside, and birds were singing.

"we're gonna make a QnA"

"wow... what an original thought" I said with a boring voice.

"do you wanna join?" He ignored me.

"No thank you" I smiled "I hate this media thing".

"you have to, otherwise you can't be in the room. Your fucking grin is a disease the edit out"

"but why do you do it then?" I said.

"because Imma clean boy. I don't want trash like you to be 50% in my video" he stood up and walked weird over to me " 0% or 100%".

"okay then. But I know there'll be a lot of questions to me about Austin" I said and frowned. The food tasted weird now. I could not eat when I thought about Austin.

"Austin is a lil bitch, (Y/n). you'll think about something else. Have some fun" he said and changed his voice to normal. That sentence made no sentence, but I laughed anyway.