(Gif saying "stfu")

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I sat in a park in Sweden alone, while Austin was making a video with some friends. I waited for Karen to come. I had made sandwiches for us, and looked at the blue sky while waiting. I opened my phone to all the notifications.

Fuck...

"WHAT IS UP DRAMAALERT NATION?" I had googled my name and saw some of the videos that appeared. "this is HOT on the internet right now" a man with a beard talked to the audience with a weird voice. "(ship name) is hot right now. A video was published today at 9:37am on Twitter by @Annahu7723 and it got viral in under 3 minutes" I blinked as the video played.

"holy..." I whispered. Millions of people had seen this.



"Don't you think 40% of this tour will be in a plane?"

"I don't know" Austin's voice said " I think 20%" we laughed in the video. My jaw dropped as I saw my cheeks blush when Austin took my hand. Cringe. My head was on his shoulder.

"I'm so tired" I said in the video. The man with the black beard continued talking. A video of me on the scene in Germany was on the screen. I turned my phone off.

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A lot of other videos as "what is (ship name)???" and "recap on (ship name)" and "dating or not? (ship name)" and "(ship name) fever" all the thumbnails had my face in it. I closed YouTube and opened Twitter. I hated this. I hoped he did not think I only wanted to be with him for the fame.

@sushitrash - Get in there @PostMalone

@PostMalone - @sushitrash

(Gif saying "stfu")


@Idubbbz - @(Y/n)(L/n) and @PostMalone sitting in a tree

@h3h3productions - @PostMalone Honeymoon or world tour?

So many tweets...

If I searched "(ship name)" on google, a lot of drawings and stuff like that was shown on my phone. This was too much, but also really cute. I could not stop smiling. I really wanted to post something, but what?

@(Y/n)(L/n) - please stop filming us, but we appreciate how sweet you all are. Austin and I are just friends and it will stay that way. No #(snip name).

It quickly got hundreds of likes and retweets. I looked up to see Karen. Her long blond hair. Her red bag. Her dress and smile.

"hey" she yelled and ran over to me. I could not hold my tears back. "I'm so happy to see you again" we hugged for so long, and when we finally looked at each other she yelled "I'm pregnant!"

"WHAT?" I yelled.

"I'm gon' be a mama" she said.

"no! you're lying" we sat down and she began to talk about her boyfriend and her house. "I thought you were studying here"

"yes. But then I met Jonathan"

"Is he Swedish?"

"yes" she said. We ate the sandwiches and kept talking for hours. "I've noticed that you've been pretty fucking popular lately" she laughed.

"yes" I frowned and looked down.

"anything wrong?" she asked.

"I don't want to be filmed and I don't want people to analyze my life" I said. She was the first person I had talked to about this. "I don't want all this"

"I understand" she said. A weird silence appeared. "have you thought about ... maybe he's only with you to make his x jealous" A bomb in my chest blew up.

"what. No"

"the way he takes pictures with you and stuff. Isn't it weird that he want you on tour, like, you are a pretty girl" she said. I did not answer "he acts like it's fine on social medias and-"

"what x?" I interrupted her.

"Ashley" she answered. A tear made its way down my cheek.

"I don't think so" I lied. "we won't be anything more than friends" I maybe lied again. The silence came back.

"you love him, don't you?" she said with a soft voice.

"I really don't know" I looked up at the sky and closed my eyes.

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