The Secret Rebel (Rough Draft)

Chapter 16

Walking into the house, i waddled to the kitchen only to be met with the tear ridden eyes of my mother. Quickly her eyes met mine and this look of hatred was passed to me. A seething and burning hatred that can withstand the sands of Time was sent my way. Frowning I stared back.
"What's wrong?"
"I hope you're happy" she said as she walked passed me, her blonde hair bouncing as she shoulder bumped pass me.
"What the fuck is that supposed to tell me?" Wait does she know... oh my god, what if she somehow found out about the coke!?
"Oh fuck" I said overly breathy as I walked over to the fridge and grabbed a tub a juice. Grabbing my drink I looked around, well no harm no foul, walking over to the liquor cabinet I grabbed a bottle of vodka and filled the remainder of the glass up.
"Well that's better"I smiled to myself as I made my way upstairs, a giddy smile on my face. Walking upstairs to my room I looked at Grays door, it's holding a mystery I'm not sure I want to know what it is. I just hope to god it's nothing to bad.
Walking into my room I sat down at my computer going on Facebook, making a group chat I added my cousins, then made one with Kelsey and mark. Starting a conversation was easy with them, they're all such easy going people, well at heart that is. Sipping sway at my drink I pulled out my homework, not realizing I had been carrying my bag this entire time. The history homework wasn't hard, it was all stuff we had went over class, so I simply wrote what I remembered and for what I didn't I bullshited to my best ability. Then for the art, I've always liked drawing and I even think I'm gonna major in some form of it. What to do, what to draw... doodling some circles I somehow ended up with a face and a odd swirl around it. Studying the own doodle I realized I'd draw Kelsey from the rave. Her hair going around her head like a wave, her raspberry lemonade eyes taunting me in my lie, as if to say 'I know you won't come back, we won't stay friends, why did you lie?' Letting our light sigh I looked down. Roughly rubbing my face as I thought of all the times we snuck out of each other's houses and would meet up in the tree fort in the woods that sat to the side of her house.

Flashback

I looked behind me as I climbed on to the white lattice, the moon making my dewy skin glow.
"I can't believe I'm doing this!" I whispered ecstatically as I lightly shook from the adrenaline running through my vein. The thought of being caught fueling my pea sized bean. 2 steps away from the last hook I missed, quickly slipping to my doo, landing roughly on my back I groaned.
"Oh shit!" That might've been a little to loud, quickly I scrambled to my knees and hid behind a tree as I heard a window open.
"Hello?" It's Gray, whew that butt munch won't do anything. Quickly I scurried away making it to the driveway and to the long stretch of road. Kelsey lives a few miles away so it's not too bad, maybe an hour walk. Quickly starting my run I jogged down the barren road to her house. Grabbing a few rocks I slowly crept up to the tree house, tossing them at bottom making a few clack clack.
"Oh Rapunzel won't thou let down thy hair" said in a wishy washy voice
"Why yes my prince" hearing the swish of a rope fall down I looked behind me. Ugh role climbing. Quickly grabbing onto the rope I jumped on, quickly heaving myself up, hoping to god I don't fall. Climbing into the window I looked around before I face planted into the wooden floor. The oil lamp giving the square room a campy glow, like a bright night light.
"Son of a bitch" I groaned as she chuckled at me.
"Well that's no way for Goody Grou to talk." She sarcastically reprimanded.
"Oh fuck off"
"How about fuck on?" I watched as she pulled over her backpack from the side and opened it, feeling my eyes get wide I opened the bag a little more with my finger.
"Holy shit"

Flashback over

I laughed as the memory made its roundabout through my head, leaving as soon as it went. Its depressing to know ill never get to experience that again, that moment, that living moment in space has transgressed. Oof, that was to philosophical for my likings. Well on the off note,
"*insert* random dick joke *insert*" i said playfully to myself, causing an abrupt burst of laughter from by big mouth. Putting the sketch away deciding i'll go with that, i think im hungry for once. Waddling down stairs while finishing the rest of my drink i walked into something, quickly head bumping who ever it is.
"Uhm who're you?" i said curiously to the blonde teenage girl prancing in my hallway half naked.
"I think i should be asking you the same question."she said in a snappy tone, instantly reminding of the twat from back east.
"My house my rules." i deadpanned not really caring to listen to the bimbo in front of me. Deciding i don't give to fucks i continues to walk down stairs, squinting my eyes from the bright sun that's glaring through the 80 million windows throughout the house. Walking into the kitchen I put the glass in the sink and started to shuffle through the cabinets like a racoon. Grabbing at anything that seemed sweet, i shuffled down to the floor. Sitting on the floor with my legs sprawled out I busted open the pack of cookies, smiling to myself in content as looked around the people less room around me.
Clack... clip... clack....
I watched as the blonde girl from earlier walked passed me, blantly ignoring me as she trotted along, staring at her with wide eyes i watched her as she rummaged through the fridge. Closing it i watched as she grabbed an apple turning my way. Sticking up my ugly hand i waved as she turned at me.
"Hi" i said in a devilishly handsome tone. I don't what just jammed up her ass but apparently it's nothing to great, quickly her eyes grew wide as she threw the apple backwards quickly letting out shriek that could be heard down the street.
"Carrie!?" i heard a confused voice yell as footsteps came thudding down stairs, mom and dad must've left again. I watched as Jake 'the oh so manly man' walked in shirtless with a bat,. taking in the scene he glanced at her then me, then her, then me, this time holding contact sending me the 'are you fucking kidding me' glare. I watched as he walked over to the teary eyed. Simply staring, deciding not to add my good commentary.
"Thanks daddy" quickly my eyes widened in disgust as i listened to her mutter that awful phrase.
"And that's my cue to go" i said as i quickly scurried away, my feet sticking to the floor and cookies in hand.
"Ew ew ew ew, that's disgusting. I didn't want to know that." i screamed as i wobbled up the metal stairs into loft of a bedroom.
The rest of the day seem to fly by, i didn't hear from Gray at all so he's either doing alright, with mom and dad, or he's plain out miserable. I'm still confused what has him so riled up, usually he's just a douche, but it seems like now he's just a pile of fluff. It worries me, but there's nothing i can do.
Before i knew it was tuesday, and that day was just as uneventful as yesterday. Except today i got more dirty looks from the, what i can assume, popular girls and more guys trying flirt with me. It's a little disturbing how persistent they are, it's disgusting. Also no sign of Gray, i think he's with mom and dad somewhere in the world, also Jakes left. Probably to be with them, so i just took the car, using their parking tags and spots. Then wednesday rolled around, good ole hump day, which is where i get woken up to the sound of an alarm system blaring.
"What in the fuck is that?!" anxiety shot through me like black tar heroin, my arm hair standing straight. quickly I grabbed the closest thing to me, a stuffed a fox. throwing it to the side, I turned on the milk glass lamp on the nightstand next to me.
"Oh, what the fuck is this gonna do me!?" I screamed as the alarms came to a sudden halt.
"oh god I'm gonna die," i muttered lightly as I tiptoed out of my bed, grabbing a few pieces of clothing on the floor to cover my cold and naked body. I feel like a hairless mole, I thought lightly as I grabbed a metal pole that had been apparently hidden in the corner of the room.
stealthily sneaking downstairs i held the pole with a sweaty, tight grip. Lightly tiptoeing downstairs i noticed the main lights on. Leaning against the wall, i tiptoed downstairs listening to the constant thud of feet clamoring around the first floor of the house. I tuned in to how many footsteps are walking, there's probably about 3 or 4, i'm not too sure.
"Fuck" i whined in a whisper. Well there's only now or never, flight or fight. Are you a little bitch? I asked myself to try and hype myself up. Ignoring the slight throbbing in my hand i walked to the bottom of the stairs, lifting the copper pipe up like a baseball bat. 1... 2... 3. Quickly i ran into the kitchen full on ninja style, bringing the pipe up i swung, quickly colliding with a shoulder.
"Jesus fuck may, what the fuck!?"  heard a voice yell, suddenly noticing i had my eyes closed this entire time i quickly opened them. Like a deer in the headlights, I stared into the very angry face of Agapito, or otherwise known as my father.
"Dad?" I murdered at a mouse like pitch, tears bubbling up in my eyes. Fear becoming more prevelent than before.
"What the fuck are you doing!?"he yelled in Italian, his low voice booming throughout the house.
"I-i didn't know you were home.." I said quietly as I looked anywhere but at him. Looking around I noticed the boys are back along with mom.
"We sent you about 5 messages and called you,"
"I-I lost my phone" I hurried out, deciding to look back at him, I met his dark eyes. Boy is he one scary son of a bitch, god only if he looked like his jobs stereotype.
"Mhm, you need a phone, use the credit card and have one of your brothers take you to get a phone."
"Well you see, ehm, I also lost the credit card." I said sheepishly, looking away again.
"Figured as much, look i'm tired, go back to bed and have one of your brothers take you. Your mother and I are leaving for Milan for 2 months I need to present this season's new line." He started to spew as he let out yawn.
"Ok" quickly I went to scuttle away
"Hey get back here," waddling backwards I turned back to him.
"Give me the pipe" handing him the pipe I started to walk away again, but alas I was quickly hailed over.
"Put your hand out" shakily I put my good hand out, thwat, the metal pole came down on my knuckle. Quickly grabbing it I ran off back to my room.
"Fuck"I strained out as ran back upstairs, running up the metal stairs I went into the bathroom quickly turning on the cold tap. Jesus fuck, I looked down at my hands, they're so gross.
After running my hands under cold water for about an hour I walked back into my room and sat on my couch. The suns just starting to rise give the room a dimly light glow. Thinking back to the spray painting from the weekend, I kinda want to do it again. I smirked, walking over to my desk I Swished the finger pad a little letting the screen come to life. A picture of me and kelsey popped up with her dog, entering the login stuff I went onto the internet.
'How to stencil'
I smirked, I think I'm gonna give this town a little color. I thought as I looked at the rising sun, the light catching my eyes. Glancing down I looked at the time. 6:40 am.
"Shit!" I yelled as I quickly swiveled around,
"I'm gonna be late!" I picked up a clean pair of underwear.
Well looks like the polychromasia of this town is going to have to be put off for now.
"Rats" I said as snapped my fingers, reminiscing to the old kids show.