He's mine (ON HOLD)

Chapter Twelve

*This scene has explicit actions that you may not want to read a.k.a Sex. It doesn't go into detail, but does reference it. This scene also hints at abuse, if this could trigger you please skip the scene.*

I shouldn't show him these scars. He won't love me anymore, but I need to let him know everything now.

I sigh and slowly pull away my prosthetics covering my scars. I cover many scars on my body with a latex prosthetic so no one questions me about my scars. I pull off multiple pieces of latex from my arms, back, stomach, chest, legs, and ass.

I never felt comfortable showing my scars to anyone, not even the gang has seen them. I hesitate to remove the biggest one. I only take it off once a week to clean it and let my skin breathe. I never look at.

I remove the prosthetic from the inside of my thigh. It takes the longest to put on because I have to make it look even and flat inside of raised. I place it on my stand and sigh. He can see every imperfection on my body. I feel him place a hand on my body. I don't turn to look at him.

He grabs my chin and pulls my face towards him. I close my eyes in fear of what he might say. "Open your eyes." He says in almost a demanding tone.

I slowly open my eyes, the tears about to fall cling to my eyelashes. I look up at him. He looks like he's in pain, but with anger hidden behind it.

"You're embarrassed of these scars, aren't you?" He asks.

I just nod my head.

"Why? These just show the first you've been through. They don't define who you are, but what you become." He says softly, looking at every scar covering my body. "I think their beautiful. I won't ask for answers because I know this is difficult to show me. I hope soon we can talk about this." He begins to kiss every scar on my body. He kisses the cigarette burns, the stab wounds, the gunshots, and the branding. He turns me over and continues to do the same on my back. He ends at my ass. He kisses each scar on my ass while messaging it.

I shiver slightly at this.

He slides his body against mine until his mouth is next to my ear. "Do you like that?" He asks seductively.

I nod.

He starts thrusting his member between my ass cheeks making me moan slightly.

I turn onto my back and pull his face to mine. "I have control." I whisper with a smirk as I press my lips against his. I wrap my legs around his waist pulling us closer together.

That night I let him take me. I forgot about everything that happened to me. I let him make love to me and show me how much he cared for me. He showed me that I could love again and enjoy being this close to somebody. I let him have a part of me I promised I would never give away. I know people will think that I gave it away to early, but I feel a connection with him, he fills a part of me.

The next morning, I woke up in his embrace, both of us still completely naked. I shook him slightly which only made him hug me tighter. I smiled. "Get up, it's time for school." I say.

He groans loudly. "Do we have to?" he asks tiredly.

"Yes, we can't skip school again." I say with humor in my voice.

"I guess if we have to go." He gets up and stretches. He reaches over and sneaks a kiss in before running to the bathroom.

I laugh and run into the bathroom as well. I look around for him and check the shower. Suddenly, he grabs me from behind in a hug.

I jump and turn around. "It's not very nice to scare people." I say.

"What are you going to do about it?" He teases me.

I smirk and push him against the wall. I bring my lips close to his without touching. "Nothing." I smirk and walk into the shower.

"That's not fair." He whines.

I just laugh and turn the hot water on. I scrub my body down, making sure I clean all the latex off my body.

I get out the shower a few minutes before he does and start taking out my kits to apply my prosthetics once again. I'm about to apply the first one when De'Quan snatches it from my hand.

"Today I want you to go without these. I want you to be your natural, beautiful body." He says kissing my shoulder.

"I don't know about that." I say.

"Please, for me." He gives me his puppy dog eyes.

"Fine, just this once." I reluctantly put away my kits.

I walk into my closet. Pants and a long sleeve sound good.

"No pants or long sleeves either." He calls from inside the bathroom.

Damn. I go with overall shorts with a white crop top t-shirt. I grab my black and white Stefan Janoski Nike's. I make sure the overall shorts go past the branding on my thigh. When they do I start my makeup. I do my simple black winged eyeliner. I slip in all diamond piercings and start on my hair. I flip my hair upside down and brush it out. I start at my neck and start French braiding towards the top of my head. I tie it and start doing a messy bun.

I look in the mirror and smile. De'Quan walks in and smiles. "Someone's looking mighty fine." He says walking to the closet.

"I know, it got hotter as soon as you walked in." I say smiling.

"The steam was killer in there."

We both bust out laughing. He gets dressed and leads me to the kitchen. I look out the living room and see a baby deer with her mother. They're nibbling on the bushes outside the window. It reminds me of when I was little, the days before I had to run away.

I snap back to reality when I hear keys jingling next to me. De'Quan is holding the keys along with our two plates. I grab the keys and walk to the car. The leaves on my oaks trees are starting to turn orange. The cool breeze blows a few fallen leaves through the air.

Fall is my favorite season. I sit in the driver's seat and start the car. I dreaded driving to the school the most today, I had to confront everybody with the scars on my body. The long drive through the roads helped me relax. I could see nothing but trees for miles, no people and no civilization.

I pull into the school parking lot. Kids swarm through the doors, trying to find their friends, until they spot me pulling in. I park my car and step out with De'Quan. They gasp and start whispering.

I hold his hand and walk through the double doors. Everybody moved out my way and whispered. I don't really care what they were talking about because high school kids are a bunch of assholes. I walk through the double doors and pause.

I see Alexandrea sitting in my seat. I notice the gang with sad eyes mouthing help.