Life Unexpected

Dairy ( Age 4 )

I love my mommy , she is my hero ...

Dairy ( age 7 )

Why dont my mom love me ? Maybe i was never pretty enough or smart enough

Diary ( Age 14 )

Okay so i have this crush on this boy name Kaiden but i could never tell my mom she would like totally flip out on me ... i mean i love him with all my heart but is it really worth telling her ? Someone give me advice !

Diary ( Age:16 )

Auntie Rose , she was always the person where you can tell everything to and i mean i really told her everything. In this world your parents think you can tell them everything but lets be completely honest there are things you can tell them. You also feel the need not to tell them things because of how you KNOW they will react like telling your mom or dad you have a boyfriend or want one. They never take that easy they start lecturing you and making you feel bad about what you said... So you just dont tell them.  I advice parents to tell your kids that they can tell you anything i mean literally anything and that you will love them no matter what and wont get mad. 

Dear Mom ,

Its not easy to say this at all but um ... I'm Pregnant but don't worry because by the time you actually read this , ill be long gone. I already no when Ellen got pregnant you put her out on the spot and so well she was 16 and pregnant and well , mama so am I. I guess its easier to tell you this in a letter because in person I wouldn't be able to do it . So on that note ...

- Goodbye

" Honey wake up you have school today ". said Auntie Rose

"Okay , Rose I just want to say thank you for everything you have done and for everything that you will do because I am going to need you in me and Clementine's Life. So yes thank you because I know I couldn't ask my mother , as much as I want to talk to her she will just abandon me like she did Ellen."

Oh anytime Honey Bun , now get up you have to go to school so come on rise and shine Zoey.

So I get out of bed and gladly I'm not showing yet.  I got up and I took a shower and did my hair up into a messy, high bun and throw on some jeans,  a regular shirt and black converses. I brushed my teeth , you know did the basics and went into the Living room and grabbed some toast and orange juice.Soon when I finished I grabbed my phone and backpack and I left.Once I got to school I saw my Best Friend Lauren.

" Hey Lauren , I texted you this morning ... you never replied !" 

"Hey Girl we need to go to study hall , we have a huge test today I like totally forgot to text you and tell you I thought maybe , you were still going through some stuff so I left you alone." she replied

"Oh , no I'm fine so uhh , lets go shall we ? and thanks for being curious of my feelings i really need that. I said

So we are sitting in study hall and my nose is really in the books , failing as of right now isnt on my list. I heard footsteps and knowing me i am very curious girl.So I looked up and this really Attractive and stocky looking guy walks up to our table.

" Hey  , Ladies i dont mean to bother but do you mind if i sit here with you guys ?" He asked

Me and Lauren looked at each other both knowing the answer to his question but her had to verify to each other that , thats what we really wanted to do.