Perrie's POV
"Will you ever forgive me" Jade asks me desperate.
"So you can hurt me again" I say hurt. I don't mean to be rude but recently all we do is fight and argue then I forgive her and she does it again. "I think it would be best if we stop seeing each other" I say looking down.
"What, no" she defends. "I don't wanna keep getting hurt Jade" I hold in my tears. "You know I don't mean to, baby I love you more than my life please don't give up on us."
"Then stop hurting me" I feel a tear fall down my cheek and I wipe it away quickly. She doesn't get to hurt me and see me cry.
"You are acting like I do it on purpose Pez" I look away she grabs my chin. "Well it's starting to seem like it."
Jesy's POV
Leigh is in our room crying and I run to her and try to hide my tears, "baby please don't cry, I'm so so so sorry" she shakes her head. "I wanna forgive you but I can't" she cry's more. "Please Leigh I need you" she wraps her arms around my neck hugging me tight as we both cry.
It's been a very emotional day in the little mix household. Perrie is mad and Jade and I cheated on leigh. I don't think Perrie will ever forgive Jade, but at least Jade doesn't give up.
Perrie's POV
Why did Jesy kiss me! What's going on with my life! I just can't take it anymore! It's too much! "Baby" I close my eyes and try to pretend she's not there. "Please baby girl" I sigh and open the door.
Jade pushed me onto the bed and starts kissing me. I love jade and I know this was bound to happen. She can't keep her hands off me, no matter how hard she tired she can't and I love that. I think it's so sexy. But it doesn't help when we are trying to do something. I can't stay mad at her for that long but I know in the morning i will probably forget all about my attitude I have. Jade is giving me wet kisses all down my neck and onto my chest. I moan and I feel her smirk against my skin. "Mhm" I moan. She sucks and bites my skin making me moan louder. I know Jesy and Leigh are probably doing the same thing so I moan as loud as I want. Hopefully the camera crew left, that would be very embarrassing to be hear Leigh and I scream their names. It would be terrible and me mum doesn't need to see this.
Jade's POV
I'm spooning my baby right now and I'm just thinking, it's about 3:30 in the morning and I'm up just think away. I honestly have no clue why I keep hurting Pez and I want to fix it so bad. I hate hurting her and I don't want to I don't do it on purpose but shit happens. And it's all my fault, Perrie never does anything it's all my fault I'm ruining our relationship. I love my baby girl with all my heart and I don't want anyone else, I don't want some stupid hoe I want Pez. If I love her then why do I keep hurting her? People don't know how many nights I stay crying because I hate myself for making her think i don't want her. Making her think I don't love her. Making her feel unwanted and alone. I should never make her feel that way. And I swear I am trying to do better. I mean we are together forever. I'm proposing and then we will get married. Have kids and have a set out tour. That's all i want. I just want to make her happy. And feel special, she's my girlfriend all I want is her happiness and if I can be apart of that then I am blessed. And I will never ask for anything. I don't want anything as long as I have her. I kiss her forehead and whisper "I know I have messed up, and you shouldn't have given me these chances but I thank God you did. I know we will fight we are dating it's gonna happen. But trust me I love you with everything I am and everything I hope to be. I want to be your knight and shining armor, your shoulder to cry on, your smile I want to be your everything and I promise to do better, I love you baby girl" I smile and cuddle into her and go into a deep sleep dreaming of my wifey😍❤️
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Plz don't kill me I know I haven't posted in like five years sorry😭I have been busy and had writers block I swear I'm gonna do better. I love all my fans and I want to keep you happy. I was so busy with school and midterms and spanish is kicking my ass rn🙄 but hope you enjoyed love you😙
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