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Perrie's POV
I ended up falling asleep in Jade's bunk on the bus last night so I wake up to Jade kissing my neck softly. "Princess wake up" I smile at my nick name. "I know your awake" she says. "I guess I'll have to tickle you" I wake up real quick after she said that. "I'm up" I say loudly, Jade smiles and kisses me softly. She grabs my hand taking me to the bathroom "baba what are you doing" she kisses my neck softly making me smile and giggle. She smiles and smirks walking out the bathroom. I leave to see everyone staring at me. Jesy grabs my wrist leading me to the bathroom. "What" I ask confused why everyone is acting weird. She points to my neck. I look in the mirror, there's a red hickey on my neck. "Jade!" I scream. She runs into the bathroom thinking I'm hurt as well as Leigh. I point to my neck mad, this is why Alex thinks I'm cheating because I always have hickeys on my neck, I can't blame Jade because I let her do this really needs to stop. "Can I talk to her alone" I ask Lesy. They nod closing the door before they leave. "Jade this has to stop" i don't want it to but I like Alex he's nice when we aren't arguing. "But I love you baba" she says pouting. I look away because I can't ever resist her pout. She grabs me by my waist pulling me close to her. I look away she grabs my ass making me whimper I want more I need more of her I'm tired of all this teasing but I have a boyfriend and I can't keep doing this but if feels so good. "Jade" I whisper. I bite my lip the camera crew are always rolling. She grabs my ass again leaving kisses down my neck and on my collar bone.

We leave the bathroom and everyone is staring at me. Jade smirks next to me. I was playing on Snapchat when I realized that I have two hickeys on my neck "Jade!" I yell. I put my phone down to find Jade getting dressed in the bathroom. She was fixing her jacket when she sees me and smiles kissing my cheek. "Jerrie come on time for some food" says Leigh. I walk out the bathroom with my arms crossed. Jade come behind me holding my hips. I push her hands away, and walk out the bus being surrounded by the paps. "Pez" I hear Jade yell. I ignore her and keep walking she turns me around with her hands on my hips. I move them again pouting. "Come on Pez I'm sorry" she says trying to make me happy. But it's not gonna work I walk away from her arms with Jade following behind me. We stopped at McDonald's to eat and we sat down to eat. Jade sits next to me on the booth with Leigh and Jesy sitting across from us. We are leaving when Jade pecks my cheek, I give her a dirty look and walk into the bus. We have 2 more hours till we get to Texas and we perform in three days. We practice for 2 days then perform and off to the next place. We reach the stage since it like mid afternoon we have to practice a little today. We are going to go to a bar and getting drunk because we barely get to do anything going to all these countries and cities so before we go out with our dancers and party. We get to the arena where we are performing and it's huge we all look up at all the light and we get so excited. "Wow this is amazing" says Leigh. I nod in agreement. We go over the songs and dance moves we have rehearsal in some studio at 5 which I'm dreading cause I'm gonna be so drunk. After about 4 hours of practice it's around 8 and we all get dressed to go to some bar near by.

I am wearing a big sweater dress with knee high boots and my hair in a pony tail. Jade is wearing all leather which is so hot. We get to the bar of course the cameras are recording us. I don't want to go too drunk so I don't do anything stupid. "Lets dance" I tell the girls. We all go to the dance floor then I look over and I can see Alex dancing with some girl. He doesn't look drunk, she was grinding on him and then turns around and they start making out. I get so angry all he does is accuse me of cheating when he is right now. I don't want to make a scene but I do. I don't want to cry but if I talk I will cry how could he do this to me, I was loyal the whole time we dated why would he do this to me? Am I not good enough. Did I do something wrong? And the cameras are recording this. I walk up to him "hey" i say calmly tapping his shoulder. He turns around and when he sees my face he looks at me in shock. I lift my hand smacking him so hard in his face that my hand print is bright red on his face. "This isn't what it looks like" he says trying to defend himself. The whole club goes silent and I can feel everyone staring at us. "How could you do this to me" i yell starting to break down. "Calm down" says the girl he was cheating with. I lift my hand snaking her hard in the face. People gasp, She runs away holding her cheek. "Why" I say feeling myself about to cry. "Your the one cheating on me" he says. "Not once did I fucking cheat on you" I tell him. "Really, is that why your always cuddling Jade she's always kissing you and grabbing your ass" he says. "I was never cheating how many times do I have to tell you that, I was loyal this whole time trying to fix this relationship while you where off cheating on me, making me look stupid for this relationship being one sided." Tears streaming down my face. "Please babe it was a mistake" he says. "No the mistake was me dating you, I tried to make this work all you did was accuse me of cheating when I wasn't" I state a matter of factly. "Don't lie Perrie, you like Jade and she likes you that's why you were cheating" I had enough and smacked him again earning some gasps again. "Don't even fucking say that when I caught you cheating on me" my voice breaking. "Why? Why would you do this, am I not good enough, not skinny enough, not cute enough why" tears streaming down my face. "What do you mean why we were dating for three months and I never got anything from you" he says. I look at him confused, then I get it. "This was about sex because i didn't let you in my pants" I cry harder. I walk away and he grabs my wrist I turn around smacking him for the third time today. I was going to turn around when I felt his hand fly across my face all I could feel was pain. Jesy, Leigh and Jade run up to me as the back up dancers deal with Alex. We walk out the club and I sit on a bench with my head in my hands crying my eyes out. All I want to go crawl into bed and cry. We have an interview tomorrow and I just hope they don't ask about him.

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