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Scared Of Him

Perrie's POV
Jade and I have been dating for about 2 months now and Lesy is still going strong for about a year and 4 months I think. I'm so glad there happy together. I'm at the store with Jade, Leigh and Jesy we are shopping for food cause my hungry ass. I'm holding Jade's hand like I normally. I grab a trolley and Jade pushes it as I stand on it. "Babe your such a kid" I smile at Jade's words. We pass a aisle and I see a Olaf stuffed animal. "I just saw Olaf I'll be back" I tell the girls and go into the kids aisle. Someone grabs my wrist and shoves me into the bathroom. "If don't break up with Jade someone is gonna get hurt" I know that voice. "Did you hear me bitch" oh my god it's Zayn. "That's not gonna happen" I tell him. "Do it or I'm gonna hurt your family" he walks out. Tears fall down my face and I call Jade. "Are you okay" she asks. "I'm coming where are you" I ask trying to avoid her question. "Outside waiting for you" I see Jade outside I run into her wrapping my arms around her neck and cry into her shoulder. I don't care about the paps watching right now I just need Jade. "Baba what's wrong" Jade asks. Leigh-Anne and Jesy try to cover me from the paps. "Can we please go home" Jade holds me and we get a cab to take up home. I sit on the couch Jade still holding me. "Please tell me what's wrong princess" I look up with tears in my eyes. "I can't do this, we have to break up" I tell her. "What's goig on Pez" asks Leigh who sits next to me. "We have to break up or Zayn will hurt you" she looks at me confused. "When I-Iwent to go look at the Olaf y-y-you he pushed me into the b-bathroom and said if I d-don't break up with you then-n he's gonna h-hurt you" I say through stutters and tears. "Baby he's not gonna get to me" more tears fall down. "But I don't know that, I don't want you hurt" she kisses my cheek. "If it's for you I will get hurt a thousand times again" I smile slightly at her words. "But I can't risk you getting hurt, it's gonna be all my fault" Jesy rubs my back in comfort. "I don't care all I want is you" I nod.

We are filming for the show again since we took a winter break and they are coming tomorrow. We are both gonna tell management about our relationships. Leigh and I were up all night worried there not gonna except us. Jesy and Jade tried comforting us but it didn't really help. We are up and of course me and Leigh are tired for being up all night. Leigh is wearing a green big shirt that's a dress with black high heels and. I'm wearing a blue dress with lace and different cute colors as well as grey knee high heels. All of us are kind of separate today cause the whole show so no one knows. Jade doesn't care about the cameras as she kisses my cheek when she walks down with Jesy. "Baba" I whine. "Sorry, love" she says and kisses my cheek again. I pout and stick out my bottom lip. "I could kiss you right now" I smile.

"Then do it" I tease her playfully.

She leans in pecking my lips and I stand there in surprise with my mouth wide open. "Jade" she smirks and grabs an apple biting into it.

"Time to go girls" Jesy says in her Scottish accent.

"Okay mum" Leigh-Anne says as Jesy grabs her hand.

"Come on baby" Jade says grabbing my hand.

We go outside and get into a cab and bead to Simons house. "No recording guys sorry" Simon says. They nod and go into another room as we head upstairs to go into his office.

My leg bounces up and down the whole time as Leigh fiddled with her fingers in nervousness.  "Okay girls what did you want to tell me" Simon says.

"Leigh and Perrie are you guys okay" we both nod very quickly. "We wanted to tell you that Jerrie and Lesy is real" says Jade.

We sat in silence for a while. "How long."

"Um Lesy for a year and 4 months me and Pez and I for 2 months" he nods. "Well Lesy can come out but Jerrie can't because you two almost ruined yourself the last time" he says.

"What that's not fair" says Leigh. "Life isn't fair girls but my choice is final" Jade looks at me in sadness. "You are performing on the UK X factor" I see Jade getting angry. "Why can't I be with her" says Jade.

"You heard me Jade I'm not gonna fight about this" she growls. "I'm not doing this" Jade says standing up. "I agree I would feel the same way if it was us" Jesy says. Jade walks out and I get up and follow her. "Jade" the camera men start filming as soon as they see me. I run after Jade and she's outside pacing back and forth. "Jade calm down" she stops and looks at me. "I can't calm down" I grab both her hands. "Why can't I just tell everyone, I don't want to hide anymore I want the whole world to know I'm in love with you" I look at her with wide eyes.

"Jade" I say but she cuts me off. "No don't Jade me" I roll my eyes at her attitude. "I just want everyone to know babe is it that much to ask" she says. "Can we not do this in front of everybody" I whisper.

We end up going home mad at Simon. Jade drags me into my room and pushes me against the wall kissing me roughly. "I wanted to do that so badly in front of the camera" I smile at her. The camera crew left today so Jerrie time!

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Hope yous enjoyed sorry for the long update I have had a test every single day so it's very hard. And for me algebra honors is very hard and I'm just struggling. But no excuses home you love this. Thank you so much for over 1k reads, love you!