He's out

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Perrie's POV
Jade just hugs me as I cry "princess tell me what's wrong" she says. "I had a nightmare that Zayn got out and he hurt me again" I cry harder I'm still not over it even though it was months ago I still remember everything the touch the look in his eyes and mostly the fear of something happening again. "Babe that's not gonna happen" she days rubbing my arms. "How do to know" she looks me in the eyes and she hesitates. "Because I love you and I will protect you with my life if I have to" I cry harder not because of fear because what she said. "Baba can we go back to sleep" I ask shyly. She nods and holds me closer as i lay my head on her chest hearing her heart beat calms me down and eventually makes me fall asleep.

I wake up to Leigh and Jesy waking me up rudely. "Pez get the fuck up" they both yell. "What the hell" I get up and chase them finally tackling Leigh "what the fuck Leigh-Anne" I yell. "Hey I had to wake you up we have rehearsal" I get off of her. I smell food so I walk into the kitchen to see Jade. "What's wrong princess" Jade says coming up to me holding my hips. "Lesy woke me up" I pout she chuckles and kisses my cheek I wish she would kiss my lip- wait no I don't I'm straight. I shake my thought out of my head as walk to my room. We are in Texas for 3 shows so we just rented a house. I walk into the room me and Jade are staying in and change into some black sweatpants and a black crop top. I post a mirror pic on Instagram, and I see Jade commented: "I'm so jealous, come downstairs so I can see your beautiful body" I smile at her comment as everyone goes crazy with jerrie comments. I walk downstairs and see Jade smirking at her phone. "Lets go before we are late" Leigh says. We get to practice and we just warm up our voices and decided to sing touch so as we are dancing around and I pass by Jade she smacks my bum. "Jade" I yelp and keep walking. As we are dancing again (you know how Perrie and Jesy grind on each other imagine Jade and Perrie) I was dancing and decide to grid against Jade as she grabs my hips as I move rubbing my bum against her.

As we too a break I sit down and drink some water I go on my phone because I got tagged in something on Instagram. 'Zayn Malik was released by bail money' I look at the article in shock there even a picture of him leaving the prison. Everyone gets up so we can dance again. I tried keeping up but I kept messing up. "Princess what's wrong" says Jade. "I need a break" I say my voice cracking as I basically run into the bathroom as I cry. What if he comes for me, what if he tries to kill me or worse the girls. I can't put them in danger. I have so many questions running through my head. "Babe what's wrong" I cry header what if he hurts Jade. "Z-Zayn is o-out of jail" I sob. She runs hugging me as I cry. "It's gonna be okay" I shake my head. "No it's not he's gonna kill me" she looks down as she fights her tears I can tell. "I will do everything to protect you babe" I smile at her words she kisses my forehead and the door opens. I look up and see Leigh and Jesy with worried looks on there faces. "Are you okay Pez" asks Leigh. I shake my head no and they come and hug me as well. "Zayn got out" I say as I cry again. I lean into Jade's chest as she holds my head and Jesy rubs my back. "We will be here for you Perrie" leigh says. "Thank you guys so much" they look at me with confusion. "You have always been there for me I couldn't have asked for better best friends" they smile and we have a group hug. "Can I speak to Pezza alone please" says Jade. They nod and walk out but before they do they both kiss my forehead telling me there always here for me. The door closes and Jade looks very tense. "Baba what's wrong" I asks shyly I don't know why I got shy all of a sudden but she's scaring me. "If I tell you this your gonna hate me" I look up at her and she's so nervous. "I could never hate you no matter what Jade" she smiles but still doesn't look me in the eyes. "Okay so you know how I always mess with you and tease you and kiss you" I nod. "Well it's because" she pauses. "Please tell me" I basically beg. She grabs both my hands. "I love you as more than just a friend I know now isn't a great time to tell you but I can't keep it in any longer your everything I want and more, your all I ever wanted. When I first met you I wanted you so badly then you started dating Zayn and it broke my heart to see you two but you where happy and that's all that mattered to me even if it wasn't with me. Then everything happened and you where heart broken and scared then Alex came and I felt crushed again. That's why I stopped talking to you because I wanted to tell you so bad that I love you and would never hurt you. Then everything with Alex happened and he cheated and you where hurt again because of me. And I know you get mad when I say that but it's true Zayn raped you because you had a hickey from me Alex smacked you because you had another hickey from me and though you where cheating and I was always all over you acting like we were a couple but we never will be because I don't know if you feel the same way and I understand if you don't but I just wanted to let you know it's been killing me not to tell you but I was so scared you wouldn't love me anymore" I look at Jade in absolute shock. I can't believe she just said that. "Please say something Pez" she begs holding my hands tighter. "I love you too, I always wondered why you were so nice to me and flirting all the time at first I was confused but I like it your hugs your kisses your touch everything I wanted you so badly but I didn't understand why I didn't understand my feelings for you but I do now and I love you too" she smiles so big. She looks in my eyes then looks at my lips and leans in capturing my lips in an earth shattering kiss. She moves her hands to my hips and I put my hands on her cheeks as she runs her tongue over my lips asking for entrance I allow as we battle for dominance and she wins and we part for air eventually. She leans her forehead on mine. "Pez" I look into her brown eyes. "Yes Jadey" she smiles and pecks my lips. "I love you" I smile and blush. "I love you too, but we should get back to rehearsal" she nods and we walk back hand in hand couldn't be happier.

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