My Hero Academia Oneshots!

💔☁️Eijiro KirishimaXReader: I Got You, Like I Always Do

WARNING: This chapter talks about reader-chan having a mental breakdown and it might be a little sensitive to some. Just thought you should know! Please Enjoy! ^w^

•Angst with Fluff at end•

You shut your eyes tightly and brought your knees up under your chin. Your hands covered your ears and grabbed fistfuls of your hair. You shut everything out. All the sounds, all the sights, everything.

You tried to go to your happy place, tried to make it seem like it was better, but it wasn't. Darkness always flooded in your happy place and surrounded you, engulfing you. And no matter how many times you told yourself it was okay, you knew it would never be okay.

Your fists grew tighter as you this dark reality kept haunting you.

Your breathing was fast and uneven, and a tightness constricted your chest and it hurt. It made your pounding heart more noticeable, and every beat felt like a knife stabbing you.

You swallowed hard, trying to make it stop, but it didn't help. Your throat was terribly dry and it felt locked up. It was too dry and constricted to swallow.

Then, you felt the tears. You knew they'd come eventually. The hot tears spilled from the corners of your eyes and dripped down. You didn't bother blinking them away, knowing that it wouldn't be of any help since you seemed to have and endless supply.

Soon, your body started shaking much more than before from the sobs wracking through your body. But you tried to hold them in, you tried to not let them escape, but you couldn't. You've held everything in for so long now, and you're at your limit. You're bursting at the seams and everything's pouring out. You felt yourself crumbling.

As you felt yourself losing the battle, as soon as you started to give up any sort of hope, you felt a warmth. You shot your eyes open to be met with ruby orbs.

Eijirou Kirishima. Your best friend.

His eyes were full of concern as he saw you. The sight of you falling apart nearly broke him to pieces. His warm hands cupped your hot cheeks; his fingers going into your disheveled hair.

"Calm down, (Y/n)," He slowly said.

He knew if he jumped at you, throwing questions like "oh my gosh! Are you okay??" And "what's wrong!? Who did this to you!??!" wouldn't be any help. So instead, he just tried to calm you down and ask about it later.

His hands were very gently holding your head in place, yet you can't manage to pull away. You wanted to get away from his gaze. Although it was full of concern, you didn't want him to see you like this.

You shook your head.

"I-I can't." Your voice came out as a quick, shaky whisper.

More tears fall at the sound of how weak your voice is, how weak you sound, how weak you are. You squeeze your eyes shut as if it's all a dream and will all go away the moment you wake up. But when you open your eyes, it's all still here. It's all very much real. Your vision isn't focused anymore, Eijirou's concerned eyes are just blobs, and his features are blurred.

Your words of despair broke his heart. Knowing that you, the strongest, boldest, most determined, manliest person he knew was giving up. He couldn't stand to see you like this. He had to help you.