I'm New To This

Chapter 7

a/n I don't live in L.A and know absolutely nothing so all the PLACES are made up

Lance P.O.V

I stopped by Allura's apartment this morning she said she would love to babysit Mari. I had just finished dropping Mariana off. I turned to the stairs and saw Keith looking sexy as all hell. so sexy I forgot to breathe as Keith walked past me "Coming Lance?" he said smirking to himself "Damn" I breathed out, Keith chuckled. Lance decided to take Keith to the Fair that was in town. "Ummm Lance?" Keith whispered holding onto my arm for dear life "Whats wrong" I ask seeing the nervousness on his face "Well can we go somewhere less crowded, I'm sorry but I'm a little too anxious for this right now" I blink looking at him and brake into a smile "of course! where would you like to go Red" Keith looked confused by the nickname "Well Blue, I would very much love some pizza" I smile widely and nod my head.  "Let's Go to the one downtown across from Rocos pub" he suggested, I nod and we walk back to the car and I start driving, we get to the pizza place "KOLVAN!" Keith screams as we enter the little shop "God Keith do you have to do that every time" an older man complain's coming out of the kitchen "Yup, oh Kolvan this is Lance, Lance this was my final foster parent Kolvan" he says popping the p and introducing me to his quote on quote Dad. "We'll have my usual" he says bright eyes "Got It, consider it on the house" Keith does a little happy dance at Kolvans words. our pizza came and I stared at it curious as to what I'm about to eat "Its a donair pizza my favorite" Keith says answering the question I was about to ask, I decided not to go any further with the questions and eat. "Oh My God that was delicious" I say, Keith nodded in agreement "Lance" I look him in the eyes noticing his tone was serious "Yes?" I ask " Well, um you see I talked with Mariana this morning and apparently she's being bullied" I look up how did I not notice she was my own daughter "She didn't want me to tell you" he trailed off "But I told her that maybe you would consider online schooling if it was really bad" I look at him with anger "Now why the hell would I do that" I say raising my voice with every word "Because it would turn into he said she said situation and I've been there lance, I've been exactly where she is and it won't get better it will keep going and moving is not going to help it never does and removing her from the situation is the best course of action" he said trying to be reasonable "I don't care what you think Keith she is my daughter, not yours, you don't get to just say stuff like that to her,  your just giving her false hope and since when has run away been a reasonable solution" I basically whisper-shouting at this point "It's not running away, you want to know what running away is, it's moving to another country to get away from the painful memories," he says anger boiling. damn I hate him, he was just so right about everything "And Lance I just want her to be safe from harm I care about Mariana I really do, wouldn't be having this conversation with you if I didn't, but you didn't see her face she was so pained just even thinking about school. I've seen that look before lance that look was the same one I had all those times I attempted and cut, its the look of mental torment, its the look of a dead man walking. you have no idea what people with that look will do to themselves I do, I was one" he was crying at this point "She might look strong but shes just a little girl" he sobbed into his palms, I had failed to realize how much I, myself was crying "Keith?" he stayed in his palmed "Keith, please look at me" he raised his head to look me dead in the eyes "I'm sorry, I think I understand. if she is really that bad then your right the best course of action would to get her out of there, I was being a jerk. can you forgive me?" I say crying more now than earlier, I was no longer crying out of anger and frustration but at the fact, he might not forgive me

Keith P.O.V

"Of course I can forgive you-you Idiot, I'm the one who should be asking for forgiveness after that low blow I took" I say wiping my tears "Heh ya I guess" he says trying to catch the breath he didn't know he was holding "Sorry for ruining our date with a fight" I say getting up to leave, Lance also stands "Who told you this was the end of our date?" he asked "Well I kind of just assumed even if there was more the mood was practically dead" he shakes his head at my response "You cared enough about Mariana to risk our date and our friendship, I think that earns you brownie points" he chuckled, I grab his hand "How about we go on a walk in a nice park" I suggest smiling "I'd like that" he said squeezing my hand. We walked and talked for hours before going back to my apartment. Seconds after I close the door Lance grabs my wrist, pushing me against the wall. "L-Lance?" I moan as I feel his hands snake under my shirt. "Lance are you sure?" I ask he nods. I smirk and smash my lips to his. I bite his lip and gain entrence i fight for domanance but sadly lose the fight I start to moan as he swirls his tounge in my mouth searching every crevece of my mouth  his hands move to my niples and start to play with them "L-l -l AH nce" I moan out, lance stops I look up at him with pleading eyes "I think we should stop here" he says in response to my pout "Because I might not be able to hold back and you have work In the morning but we should pick up where we left off later" he wispers in my ear I nod and fall to the floor as he leaves "Fuck he's got me falling in love" I wisper to myself oh my god I just realized that we aren't technically dating I mean the feelings are obviously mutual but like I never asked him and he never asked me and what was it he wanted to tell me, was it that he likes me or maybe it was that he attracted to me and that's it or what if what if he has no feelings and just needs relief what if he hates me and is just using me. I couldn't stop thinking about the negative situations over again I soon felt panic start to rise in the pit of my stomach, my breathing started becoming rapid with no signs of stopping it kept going its been 4 minutes and I feel about ready to pass out I try to stand but failed and fell to the floor getting the wind knocked out of me before blacking out due to lack of air

Lance P.O.V

After making breakfast and waking Mari up something didn't seem right Keith wasn't here and he wasn't answering his calls "Mariana can you ask Allura to take you to school I'm going to check on Keith somethings not right" I say walking out the door and running up the flight of stairs to Keith's apartment. I knocked a bunch of times no answer I remember Keith kept a spare key in a potted plant outside his door I grab the key and walk in to see blood everywhere with Keith in the middle "Oh God" I manage to breath

A/N well that escalated quickly