CHILLI
Seating down looking at the floor do u think she right Titi?i mean all of this what does this mean?
Is this all what it takes to survive? do we have to make difficult decisions like that i don't wanna be no killer that's not me...
TIONNE
Sometimes i don't even know myself their have been many times when we get ourselves into these type of situations and times they may be very difficult to get out of and their other times when we don't have no choice to be what we don't want
to be honestly Lisa is right about one or two things one is the world is not safe and second u do what u gotta do to stay alive
CHILLI
The way she talked about her childhood she spoke like their was so much pain behind her growing up what happened?
TIONNE
Honestly Lisa did had a difficult life growing up but she never told anyone about her past
CHILLI
What about her parent? did she have any siblings?are the parents still alive?
TIONNE
She never mention them i had ask her about em once but she never said she tends to have this look of no emotion u only see nothing but heartache pain darkness in her eyes when they are mention me and the crew never brought it up again.
CHILLI
Looking up the stairs
TIONNE
It best not to go and ask her nothing like that u gonna have to let are come to u with it that's if she trust u but that's up to her
If she wanna tell u and when she do then consider that as first step to her opening up to u because nobody knows what happened or what went down with her parents.
CHILLI
[Nodding my head] Okay so i just back off her with the question and make sure not to mention or speak about her family. looking straight forward.how do u deal with this situation she be in when she gets mad
it seems like she so stubborn sometimes...
TIONNE
Girl she a Gemini it's just the way she is their gonna be times that u gonna have to let her cool off until she good.
CHILLI
I'm gonna go talk her and make sure she good
TIONNE
You can do that i need to head home and feed this little angel in here rubbing my stomach
CHILLI
A small smile creeps across my face when are u going to find out if it's a he or she?
TIONNE
I don't know maybe when the baby is born then will know but i rather not know until have the baby standing at the door
CHILLI
Will what ever it is I'm sure he or she gonna be adorable.
TIONNE
A small smile appeared i couldn't believe she told u i thought u would be one these bitches that who flip out and my life a living hell for getting pregnant by the one u really in love with.
CHILLI
Why would i do something like that after all this doesn't count Lisa made it very clear that what happened between u and her happened before me and her even got together so it doesn't necessarily counted as her stepping out on me.
TIONNE
[Nodding my head] but i know it had to be bothering u thought.
CHILLI
I'm not gonna lie i was knocked off my feet when she told me but she made me understand u can't change what's already done shrugs shoulders but it doesn't really bother me i hope this little bundle of joy could possibly change
Lisa output on life...
TIONNE
That's a positive way to put it and i hope it does to sometimes i worried about her every day i want her
to be able to see her child grow and not miss out that's why i believe u are a better person for her
CHILLI
I don't know about all that Lisa is a taught shell to crack i hardly know what to do with her sometimes.
TIONNE
Just stay positive that will eventually rub off on her and try not to question her to much that only pushes her away.
CHILLI
That sounds something similar to what Tupac said that night at the club.
TIONNE
Well girl believe it or not he knows what he talking about that fool knows how to keep it real well I'm gonna go u take care
I should be the one telling u that but and the baby stay safe.
CHILLI
We will walking out oh and good luck talking to her.
TIONNE
Thanks i really needed that.
CHILLI
[Slowly closing the door behind her then sighs leaning my back against the door] lord Jesus give me strength.
I know Lisa ex-girlfriend left a very big scar on her heart that i have to be left with to heal i already knew this wasn't
going to be easy going in but i can't back out i told Lisa that i would do whatever it takes to gain her trust and her loyalty and i already earned her respect but i am arming for her love no matter if i have to go to the extreme get it heading upstairs
TBC...
