OUTSIDE OF THE HOSPITAL
LEFT-EYE
Leaning against the wall while looking at the ground thinking about chilli my mind was so clouded I couldn't even think straight a part of me is angry another part of me feeling a lot of pain & emotional feeling hurt right now the worst feeling in the world is losing the one u truly care about & for once i don't know what to do or what to say....
TUPAC
I walked outside to see Lisa standing up against the wall with her head down when she saw me her face softened.
I knew we the doctor delivered the news that chilli was in the coma was the most devastating news u could ever hear.
I know that it did something to her is the reason i am so quiet right now but i soon spoke up...u know she gonna be alright right she is gonna fight this.
LEFT-EYE
I want nothing but for her to be alright after everything then we been through we still hadn't made it fully official just yet.
TUPAC
What do u mean your not fully official y'all been kicking it & smashing & what not
LEFT-EYE
Yea but that's what i be doing with other hoes to but i ask her to be my mean girl & not my side piece.
TUPAC
She hasn't given u a answer?
LEFT-EYE
No that's what killing me now sliding down the wall with if I never get my answer this hurts so bad right now.
TUPAC
You are gonna have to pick yourself back up & go in there & talk to her she not be able to answer back but..
LEFT-EYE
That hit a nerve not hearing her voice bothers me.
TUPAC
At least she can hear u tho just tell her how u feel let it all out right there she will listen to u.
LEFT-EYE
I don't know u now that i am not that good at expressing my feelings
TUPAC
Look u don't wanna be able to regret not telling her how u felt about her before things could turn for the worst
LEFT-EYE
My heart sink again when he said that the thought of losing her will take a huge toll on me.
TUPAC
Your voice is like her safe haven once she hears u she might fight it but if she doesn't hear from u she will be lose forever.
And I know u wouldn't want that.
LEFT-EYE
I couldn't live with that this girl stood by me & the least i can do is stand by her just like she stand by me & she did anything she could to be with me now it's my turn to step up & be their for her thanks man i appreciate it
TUPAC
You know it ain't no thing u do what u gotta do.
LEFT-EYE
walking back into the hospital.
TBC...
