THE NEXT MORNING
LEFT-EYE
(Just getting out the shower) man it's another day but this time we gotta go to school (brushing my teeth) as much as i don't want to but i know that i have to it's the only way i can get through and follow my dream i honestly didn't bother waking chilli she get herself up shot i'm just gonna focus on getting myself ready then i meet her in the car but in other words i ain't speaking to her whatsoever
IN THE NEXT ROOM
CHILLI
Getting dressed i had already shower and did my hygiene thing so i am almost ready to go but i don't know about Lisa tho and honestly really don't care i rather walk then ride with her putting on my shoes once i was done i walked out the door then headed on downstairs their Lisa was just coming downstairs so i went right into the kitchen and got a apple then headed outside to the car before she could i was waiting for her to hurry up.
THE SILENT CAR RIDE TO SCHOOL
LEFT-EYE
This was a long silent ride i kept my eyes on the road as she kept looking out the window neither one of us didn't want to talk to each other i know i am to stubborn to let go of what she had said turning the radio up because i couldn't talk more of the silence plus on my way to i like to jam to good ass music especially when it's early it keeps me up and alert when i am rapping to the song... every thug needs a lady And every thug needs a down ass bitch, huh, feel me every thug needs a lady baby i'm convinced, you my down ass bitch
CHILLI
Looking over to see Lisa rapping it was amazing how the she rap it but didn't try to sound like the guy but instead she was using her own tone of voice and she honestly made it sound better coming from her then it did from him
LEFT-EYE
Uh...i know that you're lovin me, cause you thug with me, who bust slugs for me? my baby...who gon' kill for you, like i comfort you, who else but the rule? you feel me
CHILLI
I kinda taking back that she even rapping to this song it feels like a coincidence that she was saying them words when she knew i wanted to be her ride or die but she rejected me witch did kinda hurt but then again it could be that she rapping the same exact words as the so i won't really put too much thought into it so i just put it at the back of my mind and forget about it like i said before i am tried of trying with her
LEFT-EYE
And when i pray for love, baby pray for us, who celebrates the thugs? my lady got me seekin capital game when i spit sixteen whether bars or sixteens in the doors of cars a star is born in the hood, made a name live on, R-U-L-E, ladies, feel me
CHILLI
Still looking out the window but can't but listen to how good the song was but Lisa kept rapping getting in her own little vibe but what never did know that was my jam...i kept looking out the window nodding my head at the beat of the song feeling the vibe as soon as it got the part i went all in with it...Now i'm show you blood or love, there's no belly you bounce from blow sellin, dough amounts to no tellin there'll be no tellin, snitches get it back those gats to your backs for my boy what part of the game is that, huh? Niggas and they feelings cause i handle your dealings, keep your name in tact my fame's in tact so cops won't know what it's hittin for now hoes wanna know what you shittin for cause i'm your bitch,
LEFT-EYE
Damn i didn't know she had flow like that shit i didn't know she knew about this song she kept on getting it like u would have thought she wrote it.
CHILLI
the Bonnie to your Clyde it's mental, mash your enemies, we out in the rental i'm your bitch, niggas run up on ya, shift ya lungs, who's your organ donor? what they know about, extreme meausures i'm a ride with you and my baby three-eighty at my side and we lock the town, i'm as down as any thug my love, they gotta take us in blood, what
LEFT-EYE
Damn i honestly did not really that coming but she was actually sounding really good and her voice was damn right sexy but she never know that tho but when she looked my way i quickly looked to the road
CHILLI
Smirks it just like her to act like she wasn't empresses i catch her from the corner of my eye looking at me like she was amazed and shock but she won't let me know that tho u can tell that i caught her off guard but she trying to play it off but continue the song
LEFT-EYE
Thug on, cause you my down ass bitch
Thug on, ladies
Thug on, cause you my down ass bitch
Thug on, baby
Thug on, cause you my down ass bitch
Thug on, ladies
Thug on, cause you my down ass bitch
Thug on, baby
CHILLI
Once that song went off the silence was back tension was starting to feel the air again i didn't want to but to end this argument is to be the bigger person and let her know. look Lisa, i apologize for coming on to u that day and for what i said that night i didn't mean it but u don't have to worry about me coming onto u ever again
LEFT-EYE
(Sighs) what u mean by that? (Keeping my eyes on the road)
CHILLI
I have to move on i can't force u to be with me and honestly that's not what i am trying do all i wanted was a chance with u but i can understand now why u won't started as of today this is gonna be a new day i would like to go back to how we was before but i understand that u don't if u don't feel comfortable looking back out the window that's all i wanted to say...(looking back at the window)i honestly didn't expect her to say anything to me i did expect her to cuss me out or something but surprisingly she was clam about it witch caught me off guard...
LEFT-EYE
Pulling up to the school then parked look i understand u having feelings for me it's not like i don't want to it just with everything going on i just don't think now is the right time for me to commit i'm just having fun right now the girl i'm with i'm not even committed to her neither i been messing around on her u my think because i with her u think i ain't creeping still to honest i still am.
CHILLI
Did someone else really hurt that bad for you to not trust somebody with your heart
LEFT-EYE
Nodding my head Yea looking the other way i know u are a good girl and that i haven't went there with u but i wasn't trying to mess up things
CHILLI
Nodding i understand even tho i wanna be with her but now is not the time i'm just gonna back off i see u after school
LEFT-EYE
Alright watching get out car after we both headed our separate
TBC...
