LEFT-EYE
Laying on the bed looking at the ceiling thinking about what happened last night.
I had already knew what i did wasn't smart but i had every good intention to know who spiked her drink nobody else was staying shit so that's why I kicked up a notch and let em know who they fucking with and that i am not playing...
CHILLI
I made it my way into Lisa room to see her laying on the bed just chilling she seems like she in her own little world...
Knocking on the door i didn't want to enter unannounced she looked at me but didn't say nothing... can i come in?...
LEFT-EYE
What do u want?
CHILLI
i wanted to see if your were good.
LEFT-EYE
I'm good alright now leave me alone
CHILLI
You don't have to shut me out every time u go through something along
LEFT-EYE
I'm not shutting u out
CHILLI
Then can i come in then?
LEFT-EYE
Not if u are gonna lecture me on what i did last night
CHILLI
I won't lecture u about last night i didn't come here for that can i come in now?
LEFT-EYE
Motion for her to come in then continued doing what i was doing
CHILLI
Seating on the bed looking over at Lisa still quiet staring at the ceiling it was obvious that something was on her mind
I crawl a little bit closer then lay my head on her chest my arm wrapped around her waist...
LEFT-EYE
What are you doing? [looking at her with one eye brow rise]
CHILLI
Cuddling u looked like u needed one..
LEFT-EYE
You are wired sometimes
CHILLI
And u are too quite sometimes
LEFT-EYE
Didn't say nothing continue looking at the ceiling
CHILLI
It fall silent again until i broke it...Lisa?
LEFT-EYE
Yeah chill chill
CHILLI
I can't believe u actually did that for me. I honestly never thought u would.
LEFT-EYE
I Never though i would neither but things happened i don't know why i reacted on impulse
CHILLI
It caught me completely off guard but u should know that i wouldn't want u getting into trouble over me.
LEFT-EYE
I'm not gonna stand here and let someone think that they can do whatever they want to u.
nope that's not going down like that best believe the next mother fucker that cross the line is going to pay.
CHILLI
I understand stand that but what i don't understand is why try to jeopardize your freedom to protect me
LEFT-EYE
So what is u trying to say that u don't want me to protect u or something?
CHILLI
No it not like that i mean that's not what I'm saying i mean don't get me wrong i do thank u for standing up for me and all
But do u really have to take it to the extreme i don't want the whole school fearing me because of u.
LEFT-EYE
That's the whole reason so nobody would bother u like that all them things that happened to u.
CHILLI
But do u have to make people that scared of us?
LEFT-EYE
Hell yeah! and you shouldn't worry your pretty head about it i won't kill unless our lives are being threatened
CHILLI
Looking up for a second then black down playing with the string on her shorts
THE ROOM FELL SILENT AGAIN FOR AWHILE
LEFT-EYE
You don't trust me do u?
CHILLI
I never said that i never trust u
LEFT-EYE
You also never said u did neither
CHILLI
I don't know things are a little complicated for me to say actually this whole complicated.
LEFT-EYE
You the one who said u was down
CHILLI
All this fast life shit is gonna catch up with u one day i don't wanna see u lock up or worse dead.
LEFT-EYE
I'm not gonna die i went all this time without doing so and i am not gonna give up now i already told u that i in two deep
CHILLI
I just don't wanna lose u to the streets Lisa.
LEFT-EYE
I don't know what u want me to say all i can do is avoid getting kill but it doesn't mean it won't happen.
CHILLI
You know that's not what i wanted to hear getting up walking out on to the balcony looking crossing my arms
LEFT-EYE
Sighs getting up walking over to where she was then stood right behind holding her look I'm sorry that i upset u alright
CHILLI
I don't like it win u talk like that about dying it's doesn't make things easy for me at all u act like it doesn't bother u.
LEFT-EYE
That's because it doesn't i don't run from it i face it I don't fear it i stand up to it
CHILLI
But i don't want nothing bad to happen u or nobody it's not right and this is unfair if i gotta expect this
LEFT-EYE
Life can be unfair sometimes but it's just the way it is
CHILLI
But it ain't gotta be this way
LEFT-EYE
As much as i wanna agree with u on that but u and i both know that's not the way it work.
TBC....
