LEFT-EYE
I don't know man it's been five months & nothing changed chilli mom has been here a lot but she does still go to work though witch is understandable we u gotta pay them bills i been in & out this hospital for five months now
i did like i promise i never leave her side the only time i leave is when i have to handle some business making sure my money stays right & i still have responsibility making sure Tionne still got but mostly i been here & i has been taught on all of us these past weeks turn into the painful five months of life seeing her lay up & nothing changed...
I walked over to her then took my jacket off then lean in & give her a kiss on her forehead then pull away then looked at her
sometimes i believe that this should be me laying in this bed not u i guess u disagree when i said that but it true
i rather it be me instead of u after all u didn't deserve this u gotta keep fighting u don't ever have to give up.
Tionne finally showing & them hormones are something else but Tupac get the full affect of how a pregnant would actually act laughing the frustration on his face because he mostly dealing with it but i know it's my child.
would u believe Tionne had the nerve to blame me for for getting her knocked up but we both know she trapped me...
But i let her have it tho just because she was pregnant & i didn't want to upset her but when she finally have this baby
i'm gonna let her have it then she it takes two to tango but enough about that let tell u about what else happened today.
some girl tried to distract me almost gotta me jack tho but it didn't work i saw through her & dropped the fools that she was hanging with these streets ain't nothing but the struggle it's always something.
oh & hell no i ain't did shit with her if that's what u thinking i figure she was up to no good so this is what happened.
FLASHBACK
LEFT-EYE
I was seating in my car waiting for a red light to change i had just gotten my money my intention was to handle my business then headed straight here to see u man u was on my mind heavy u was all i could think about i'm constantly thinking when u were gonna wake up what if she wakes up & i am not their all that kept running through my mind.
So nothing was important to me then wondering everyday about chilli making it & Tionne because she was carrying my seed at the end of the day i had to make sure both of them were good.
Hi she said this girl was at my window before i knew it looked at her for a minute before responding wassup
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
I'm kinda lost i was wondering if u can take me to my final destination?
LEFT-EYE
Hmm... u don't look lost tell me why u over here because this ain't the street to be walking on dress like that
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
That's why i came over here to get a ride from u
LEFT-EYE
The girl did look fine but temptation was the last thing on my mind so why come over here i could be a killer for all u know.
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
I already told u i needed a ride & u don't even look like a killer to me u actually look kinda cute.
LEFT-EYE
Doesn't mean that i could be so innocent
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
But u are sexy though
LEFT-EYE
I know that but u ain't getting no ride from me i don't pick up strangers especially prostitutes neither
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
Come on now help a girl out in return i can give a blow job that well blow your mind
LEFT-EYE
Your talking big game but naw it ain't happening knowing that i wanted to but couldn't at the time
UNKNOWN MAN
quietly walked to the car
LEFT-EYE
Turn around with the gun pointed to the passenger side window wassup mother fucker next thing i know i felt a piece of steel against my head
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
Put the gun down slowly before i shot
LEFT-EYE
Sighs heavily she had a gun to my head man i knew something was up mumbling a few words to myself it took me a minute but i lower my gun in defeated for right now but it wasn't gonna blow over so easily.
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
That's right get out the car slowly
LEFT-EYE
u making a mistake u have no idea who u fooling with i said slowly getting out the car
THE ROBBER
Shut up great job baby.
LEFT-EYE
the man said in a deeper voice he was checking my car & took my gun it piss me off because nobody touch my favorite gun
THE ROBBER
Check it out we hit the mother load
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
Laughing out loud u do did it baby your plan work
LEFT-EYE
I just stood their rolling my eyes because they where to stupid they didn't know who they was dealing with
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
So what we gonna do with all this money
THE ROBBER
We gonna take us a nice trip spend most of it to get high with take the car & move out of projects
LEFT-EYE
Not with my freaking money u ain't i looked at him crazy u lost your damn mind if u think u gonna take my car fool
my instincts kicked in i turn around & busted shorty right in her nose then took the gun
THE ROBBER GIRLFRIEND
Ouch my nose!
LEFT-EYE
Then i shot this fool in the arm before he could even react i took her gun then headed right over to him
THE ROBBER
Ah hit ground holding my arm
LEFT-EYE
You must be crazy to think your gonna take my money & my car & my favorite gun now i know u bums done mass up now
I kicked this dude so hard that he grunt we i kicked him in shit fucking punk i don't play when it comes to my shit.
I shot him in his leg & another in his ankle as he screams in pain
I went to the driving side to see her holding her nose i stood over here pistol whipped her until she was unconscious
When she gets back to normal her face won't be so attractive once the doctor get through with her that's if they live.
END FLASHBACK
LEFT-EYE
I didn't care if they live or die but they know now not to mass with me chilli.
I don't play when it comes to my money or my car or my guns especially not when it comes to the people i care about.
They could've killed me but i had the upper hand i should have killed them but for some reason i spare them.
Looking at the heart rate but signs when are u gonna wake up i wish u would already
Things are never gonna be okay until u wake up...
I lean down to where my forehead was touch her forehead but close my eyes this is killing chill chill please wake up.
THE END
