I didn't have to go to school the rest of the week but I did have the appointment today. I got dressed and drove over to the hospital. I checked in then waited for them to call my name. We went back and she had me take a pee test and they drew my blood. I was told to go home and they would call me with the results but I ran into Tara before I could get out of the hospital.
Tara: Hey Blair.
Me: hey.
Tara: what's up?
Me: just had to see the doctor.
Tara: in labor and delivery?
Me: uhm yeah.
Tara: everything okay?
Me: yeah.
Tara: you gonna tell me why you're seeing a maternity doctor?
Me: just have to see if pregnant.
Tara: oh well okay.
Me: don't tell Hap please.
Tara: I won't.
Me: thank you.
I went home and wait for the call. Waiting is most definitely not my strong suit. Once the hospital call and confirmed my pregnancy we had to go through the whole setting up my next appointment for an ultrasound. I made dinner, made Happy's plate, ate my dinner, and went to bed. I woke up to Happy climbing into bed and wrapping his arms around me. By the beginning of the next week, I was ready to go back and had all my fucking forms changed where my last name was Lowman. Friday was my ultrasound and I was nervous. I had everything planned Hap would come home early Friday night like he usually did, he's favorite dinner would be cooked, then I would have the ultrasound picture to show him. Monday night he was home early and we were laying in bed.
Me: do you wanna have kids with me?
Happy: of course.
Me: like in the near future or later on?
Happy: whenever's good.
He sat up and leaned over me looking me dead in the eyes.
Happy: are you trying to tell me something little girl?
Me: what? no!
Happy: okay.
He kissed me and laied back down. I went to sleep and by Friday I was excited. I went to the ultrasound by myself and I was ruffly 6 weeks so she printed off an ultrasound picture and I set my next appointment. I stopped by the grocery store and picked up stuff to make ribs, corn on the cob, and mashed potatoes and gravy. I started the ribs and took a quick shower then got dressed. I finished dinner and Happy walked through the door. He slammed the ultrasound picture down in front of me and I jumped a little.
Happy: what's this?
Me: w-where d-did you find that?
Happy: Agent Stahl brought it by the garage today.
I looked at it and back up to his face.
Happy: why dose it have your name on it little girl?
Me: it's our baby.
He knelt down and kissed me.
Happy: I'm gonna be a dad?
Me: yeah. Surprise!
I was upset and I was gonna let this Agent Stahl bitch know that she needs to leave me alone.
Me: that bitch's pisses me off.
Happy: your not the only one.
Me: I made you, your favorite dinner, and I had a movie ready. I wanted to surprise you baby.
He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around he's waist.
Happy: I am surprised. I'm surprised that a woman like you would have my baby.
Me: why wouldn't I have your baby?
Happy: cause I've done shit that would give you nightmares.
I pulled his face closer to mine and kissed him.
Me: I fucking love you.
I woke up the next day and throw up everything in my stomach. I brushed my teeth then made breakfast. Happy comes home earlier and when we cuddle he's hand is always on my belly. We were in his dorm at TM and I was riding him when one of the prospects walked in.
Him: fuck sorry but Jax is on he's way back and Clay says we all have to be outside.
Happy: okay.
He left and Happy flipped us over being very careful. He slammed into me a couple more times and I was cumming while scratching his back. He came a couple minutes later then we got dressed and went out front.
When Jax pulled up followed by cars and a transport bus. Jax stopped the bike and kissed Tara.
Me: what's going on?
Everyone just shrugged there shoulders.
Agent Stahl: never thought I'd see the prince turn rat.
Those words made me feel sick.
Agent Stahl: arrested warrant for Jakson Teller and everyone else on this paper.
I watched as they handcuffed Happy and slammed him on one of the cop car hoods. I didn't move. I didn't know what to do. I walked over and hugged him and he bent down to kiss me.
Happy: take care of our baby.
Me: of course.
He kissed me one last time and I walked over to the girls.
Gemma: Clay he had to. She made him.
Clay: you ratted?
Jax: you bitch.
Clay: your dead.
I couldn't look away from Happy.
Agent Stahl: make sure you separate them.
They loaded them into the transport bus and left. I felt sick and I was getting dizzy. I ended up falling but one of the prospects caught me before I hit the floor. We walked over to the picnic table and sat there.
Gemma: Blair?
Me: what?
Gemma: dose he know?
Me: y-yeah.
Gemma: how far along are you?
Me: 7 weeks.
Gemma: okay.
They were in there for 14 months. A year and two months. I didn't move from my spot at the picnic table tell later on when Chibs came and talked to me.
Chibs: aye lassie.
Me: hey.
Chibs: you okay?
Me: y-yeah.
Chibs: Happy's a strong man he'll be okay.
Me: I hope so.
He walked over and hugged me which I ended up crying.
Chibs: the first times always the hardest.
I went home and changed into his shirt and went to bed.
