I've been here for two and a half months but for some reason today I woke up to the smell of Happy but when I sat up in bed it was just me and the dogs. I climbed out of the bed and took the dogs outside. I was sitting on the back porch rubbing my belly when he's aunt came out and sat down beside me.
Happy's Aunt: dose he kick?
Me: all the time.
Happy's Aunt: has Hap felt him kick?
Me: no.
She put her hand on my belly and he started kicking like crazy. She moved her hand off my stomach and put it on my shoulder.
Happy's Aunt: do you already have a name?
Me: yeah Ryker Louis.
Happy's Aunt: is he taking Hap's last name?
Me: yeah.
Happy's Aunt: did he tell you why your here?
Me: no.
Happy's Aunt: Jax got shanked in Stockton by the Russian.
Me: what? Is he okay?
Happy's Aunt: yes and so is everyone else.
Me: okay.
Happy's Aunt: your the first girl he's ever brought to meet us. The first girl who's ever carried his baby this long.
She kissed my forehead and smiled at me.
Happy's Aunt: your going to be an amazing mom and he's gonna be an amazing dad.
Me: thank you.
She wiped the tears out of my eyes and looked at me.
Happy's Aunt: are you hungry?
Me: starving I've been craving anything spicy.
Happy's Aunt: I can make spicy.
Me: okay.
Sure enough I ate so much spicy food I ended up getting heartburn but it was so fucking good. Later that night Happy called me.
Me- hello?
Happy- how you doing little girl?
Me- good. Your Aunt knows how to feed a pregnant girl.
Happy- yeah.
Me- can I come see you this weekend please?
Happy- only with Tara.
Me- alright. Can I go home?
Happy- I guess just be careful.
Me- I will and I love you.
Happy- I love you too.
Me- what happened?
Happy- Jax got hurt and I was just making sure they didn't come after you and my son.
Me- okay.
Happy- I have to go. I love you little girl.
Me- I love you too Hap.
He hung up and I went back inside. I was putting the food away I just bought and started eating the ice cream when Happy's Aunt walked in.
Me: you want any?
Happy's Aunt: no thank you.
Me: alright.
Happy's Aunt: how far along are you?
Me: Eight months.
Happy's Aunt: so he's not gonna be out by his birth?
Me: nope their in there for 14 months.
Happy's Aunt: I'm sorry.
Me: it's not your fault.
I let the dogs in and went to bed. I woke up the next morning and had breakfast with them then went home. I let the dogs out back and started laundry. I called Tara and told her to come over. Tara, Abel, and Thomas came over.
Tara: you look like your about to pop.
Me: nope still got another month.
Tara: so what are you doing?
Me: Happy said I can go see him again but only with you.
Tara: I'm going up tomorrow so Jax can meet Thomas.
Me: alright. Can I ride with?
Tara: of course.
Me: thank you.
Tara: no problem.
Abel was running around my house with Aphrodite on his feet.
Tara: you got a new puppy?
Me: yeah I got her the last time I went and saw Happy.
Tara: oh.
Me: yeah.
Tara: so you two dogs and a puppy plus a little one?
Me: until Happy comes home.
We sat around and talked awhile until Thomas got fussy so she wanted to go home.
Tara: Well we have to go.
Me: alright.
She left and I ended up going to Subway and getting food. I went back home, ate, finished cleaning and went to bed. I woke up early the next morning, took a shower, got dressed, did my hair and make up then waited for Tara but my stomach hurt so fucking bad. We got to the prison and checked in.
Tara: are you okay?
Me: yeah just a lot of pressure in my lower stomach.
Tara: do you think it's labor?
Me: I don't know.
We sat down and waited for the boys. The pressure just got worse and worse until I made eye contact with Happy and it stopped. He walked over and peaked my lips. We sat down and started talking but it hurt to sit.
Tara: are you okay?
Me: yeah. I'm fine.
We stayed until it was time to leave them went home.
Tara: are you okay?
Me: the pain in my stomach moved to my lower back.
Tara: alright. Well once we get back to Charming we're go straight to the hospital.
We got to Charming and went back to check me out. I was dialated to a 3 but Tara said my contractions weren't close enough.
Tara: you can come stay at my house or I can stay at yours.
Me: can you stay at mine. I've been gone for a month and a half and I miss my bed.
Tara: alright.
Tara called Gemma and told her to keep the boys then we went to my house. She made me get straight in bed and I was on bed rest tell further notice but it irritated me.
Me: can I take a bath?
Tara: yeah.
Me: okay.
I got in a hot bath and started crying it hurt so fucking bad to move and all I wanted was Happy to tell me it's gonna be okay. I got out of the bath and got dressed then went back to bed. I woke up the next day to my bed soaking wet and the pain back but ten times worse. I changed and walked out to my living room we're Tara was sleeping. I woke her up and we left to the hospital.
