I couldn't stop my life. I lived it everyday. Me and Tara went to see the boys every weekend but the further I got in my pregnancy it seemed like the less Happy wanted to see me.
Jax: he's just scaried darlin'. Me: scaried of what? Jax: losing you and the baby.
He walked in and sat in front of me. I leaned over and kissed him.
Me: do you wanna know what we're having?
He nodded he's head yes and looked up at me.
Me: where having a little boy. Happy: where having a son? Me: yeah. I wanna name him Theodore. Happy: that's a pussy name. You aren't naming my kid that. Me: he's my kid too.
He grabbed my hand and started rubbing his finger acrossed the back of my hand.
Happy: I like Ryker. Me: Ryker Louis Lowman? Happy: yeah. I like it. Me: me too.
The hour was up so me and Tara left.
Tara: you look happier. Me: yeah. We picked he's name. Tara: oh and what is it? Me: Ryker Louis Lowman. Tara: that's cute. Me: thank you.
We got home and I went straight to bed. Being pregnant takes a lot out of you. I was graduating next weekend and nothing really fit me so I called Lyla.
Lyla- hello? Me- are you busy? Lyla- not really. Me- wanna go clothes shopping with me. I graduate next week and nothing really fits me. Lyla- okay. I'll be over in a little bit. Me- alright.
I hung up and waited for her to show up. I pulled on Happy's hoodie and sat outside. Lyla pulled up and we left. I ended up getting a maternity dress and a pair of flats. I went back home and was chillin. I made dinner and ate then went to bed. All I did since Happy got locked up was sleep and go to school. Chibs, Opie, and Piney came over to help me finish setting up the nursery.
Chibs: you have a name yet lassie? Me: Ryker. Opie: Happy didn't like Theodore? Me: no he said it's a pussy name. Opie: well it kinda is.
Piney hit Opies chest.
Piney: one thing you don't do to a pregnant woman is make fun of her name choices. Me: right.
He kissed my forehead and we finished setting everything up.
Me: you guys hungry? Them: yeah. Me: alright.
I made them dinner and made there plates.
Chibs: you got anything to drink darlin'? Me: I have some beer in the fridge.
I grabbed three bottles and gave one to each boy then ate dinner myself. They left and I cleaned up then went to bed. I woke up the next day and started getting ready. Graduation was at 6 and it was already noon so I took a shower, got dressed, curled my hair, did my make up, and lastly put my shoes on.
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Everyone showed up and we all left to the arena. I got in line alphabetically with our last name. I waited for them to call Blair Elizabeth Marie Lowman and once they did everyone started screaming my name. We went back to TM and pigged out. Out of 14 months they have already have been in for 5 months and I was counting down the day until he came home. I had an appointment Monday and was really wanting another puppy so the next weekend when I went and saw Happy I was gonna talk him into letting me get a dog. I showed him the ultrasound of our little boy and was just talking about random shit.
Me: can I get a puppy? Happy: your gonna have two dogs, a puppy and a new baby? Me: we're gonna have two dogs, a puppy and a new baby. Happy: if that's what you really want. Me: thanks baby.
I kissed him and it was time to leave. I got back to Charming and found the perfect puppy. An all white pitbull puppy.
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She was perfect so I got her. I took her home and the boys smelled her then just walked away. I ate dinner that night, cleaned up then went to bed. I woke up the next day and let the boys out back and was cleaning up around the house. Today was slow and I hated it so I was trying to stay busy. Happy called me later that night and we talked for a good 15 minutes.
Me- hello? Happy- hey. Me- what's up? Happy- nothing. I need you to do something for me. Me- what? Happy- go stay with my mom and aunt tell I tell you otherwise. Me- what's going on? Happy- just listen to me please. Me- okay. Happy- you know I love you little girl right. Me- of course. Happy- I've already told my aunt and there be waiting for you. Me- what about the dogs and the puppy? Happy- take them with you. Me- okay. Happy- be careful. Me- I love you Happy. Happy- I love you too Blair. Me- I'll see you next weekend. Happy- no. Don't come see me anymore. Me- o-okay. Happy- I've gotta go. Me- alright.
He hung up and I grabbed a bag and packed enough for a month then also packed the diaper bag and his car seat. I called Lyla and asked her to come over.
Lyla: so what's up? Me: I'm leaving to go stay with Happy's aunt and mom. Lyla: is everything okay? Me: I have no idea Happy called me and told me to go stay with his aunt and mom for awhile then told me I couldn't go see him anymore. Lyla: it'll be okay babygirl. Me: I hope so.
Her phone rang and she told me she had to leave. I got the dogs in the car and left to Happy's aunt's and mom's house. I got there around 7:30 and was more then tired but they wanted to stay up and talk.
