MY SANCTUARY: THE BEGINNING

†CHAPTER TEN†

TRYING to shift away from Veiko wasn't the smartest thing to do especially since I'd ended up under him in our little hustle .

"Hey, get off me" I said calmly. He raised a brow and brought his face closer to mine.

Oh no! I screamed inwardly. He's gonna try to kiss me too? I thought.
Images of Julian came rushing past my head before stopping at his kiss.
I should have pushed Veiko away. But for some reason, I wanted to feel his own kiss more than anything, so I shut my eyes and waited.

Instead I felt his lips brush my neck. It sent shockwaves up and down me over and over.
My body jerked suddenly as I felt his hot tongue take the same path his lips had gone .
A strange feeling washed over me. It consumed me like liquid fire, warming me in specific places. I arched up to his body with a gasp.

"V-veiko? What's happening?"

He didn't respond, rather he latched onto the soft spot on my neck and sucked hard.

"Ohhh."

A moan escaped me. He grunted and began to settle his weight on me. His hardness settled into me making my body go on overdrive.
He began to move on me as he melted my sweet spot.
His intoxicating scent filled my nose and for a full minute, I was no longer me.

Pushing myself up, I arched into his body, fitting myself perfectly against him. Another moan escaped me as he grunted.
I somehow wrapped my legs around his waist, feeling the true size of him.
When his hips nested in the cradle of mine, he began to softly thrust against me.
Oh my... I thought as he breathed in my scent.
His mouth then moved over my wound of weeks ago- and stopped.

It was at that point that reason returned. But before I could push him, he jerked away first.
I caught his gaze and noticed the black flecks in them.

Hang on.

Black flecks?

Before I could ask , he shut them and scooted to the other end of the bed. Slowly and cautiously, I crawled over to him and knelt behind him.

"Veiko? What's wrong?"

"It's nothing really, Dehlia . I just that... I-i can't do that to you ever again. " He said, sinking his face in his hands.

Though that kind of stung, I forced myself to remain bold.

"Why? That was very... pleasant. I mean... I liked it... "

"That's the problem! You're not supposed to! It would simply... simply... "
He didn't finish his sentence but I thought I heard him mutter 'simply happen all over again'.

What?

As usual, I ended up disgusting him, like the others.
Why can't I ever be normal? Why does everything negative happen to me?
I slowly got to my feet and walked out of the room, dejected. A couple of seconds later, I heard him coming behind me.

"Dehlia, did I do something wrong?"

Boy, did you ever.

"No you didn't. "

"It's what I said, isn't it? " I shrugged and sat on the couch.