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I made a mistake and I can't fix it.
The thought of cutting never crossed my mind but recently it has because I realized Hunter is gone. No more Hunter and Melina.
One
I counted as I slid the blade down my wrist. This is for the people I've hurt.
Two
For all my mistakes I've made in eighteen.
Three
Number three is for all those people that never liked.
Four
For my parents and Kevin.
Five
Is for almost having sex with Ty.
Six
For not believing Hunter.
Seven
For letting Hunter get away.
Eight
All the stress I had when I thought Hunter was going to cheat.
Nine
Ten
I breathed in and out. My whole thigh was covered in blood from my wrist. I glanced at the main vein the way to end all main.
Hunter was never going to date we were done he made it clear last night.
Goodbye twitched all around in my head when I snapped out of it I had scraped goodbye several times in my legs.
I put the blade on my main vein.
'Do it' A voice urged.
I shook my head.
It repeated again and again.
'Do it, Hunter doesn't love you. When you are gone he'll be happy'
And this time I listened.
Black spots invaded my vision and and everything went dark.
Kevin.*
"Melina." I knocked on her door.
No answer.
I knocked again, still nothing.
I opened it slowly and walked in.
The bathroom door was slightly open. I saw a trail of blood and ran in.
Melina laid on the bathroom floor with blood all over her. She had a faint pulse.
"911 what's your emergency?"
"My sister is covered in blood in the bathroom, she barely has a pulse."
"Sir calm down. What's your address."
"1809 Park Place Boulevard."
"Medical help is on their way." Then she hung up.
I pulled Melina in my lap. "Please be okay." The paramedics showed up fast and took her away.
"I'll meet you at the hospital." I told the paramedics.
I called Hannah first.
"Melina is in the hospital." I breathed.
"Oh my gosh I'm on my way. Have you called Hunter?"
"I am about too."
"Go ahead."
