Disconnected // Hemmo (DISCONT.)

7

"How did you know I was with Ashton?" I asked Luke, I have no idea how he could've known this. I was pretty sure they aren't friends.

"I was in the city and walked by this restaurant and saw you there with him." Luke said sounding more annoyed by each word. I don't understand why he was so mad. One minute he seems like he hates me and now he seems to be jealous because I was hanging out with Ashton. 

"I don't understand why you're mad Luke. Ashton just asked to hangout on wednesday and I told him as friends, not even a date. One second you hate me and now you're mad because I hung out with a boy? I'd understand if we were dating but we aren't so what's wrong, Luke?" I asked getting agitated at him making it seem like I was doing something wrong.

"Nothing." He said bluntly. 

"No, Luke. Tell me wh-" But before I could even get my sentence out he hung up. I threw my phone on the floor and covered up with my comforter going to bed. I can't wait for Thanksgiving break in 3 weeks. Shortly after I fell asleep. 

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Lukes POV (i wanted to do this to show you what's going on in Luke's mind.) Sometimes i'll do his POV.

What the fuck. I was walking around the city shopping when I passed by this pizza place and saw Kat and this guy named Ashton sitting inside eating. I don't know why but when I saw them I became infuriated. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Why do I care so much about this girl? What's so great about her? 

After that I went home before I punched some random person for no reason. God, I hate what she does to me. Normally I don't care about anyone. After I got home I went straight to my room and into my bathroom. Next thing I kenw my knuckles were bleeding and there was another hole in  the wall. "God dammit." I said washing my hand off. 

We kissed once and I was already acting like this and I don't know why. 

When I walked out of the bathroom I heard my phone ringing. I looked at the caller ID to see it was Kat. I didn't want to answer but I did.

"Hello?" I said.

"Hi! Uh, I know it's a little later, but I was wondering if you wanted to come over and hangout for a little?" She asked me. I wanted to but she was just hanging out with him. Right after I had just cooled off I started getting mad again.

"Oh, you're not busy hanging with that Ashton kid?" I said before I even knew what I was saying. Fuck. 

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Kat's POV

I never tried to call Luke back over the weekend. I still had no clue why he was so mad, the only reason I could think of is maybe he liked me. Sixth period came around and this is the class I was dreading because I sat right next to Luke. I was one of the first people. I sat there pretending to pick at my nails but I was really waiting for Luke. The minute bell had just rung and he still wasn't here. Just went I figured he wasn't gonna show up he walked through the doors. 

He looked so attractive today, more than usual. I wasn't sure if it was becasue I was mad at him or the fact he was wearing a snapback, it looked so good. He was wearing a band t-shirt, as always, and black skinny jeans with rips on both sides of his knees then a plaid shirt wrapped around his waste. He came and sat down in his usual spot. I was hesitant on whether or not to talk to him. I decided to.

"We need to talk." I said looking over at Luke. He looked at me and nodded. I assumed that was an okay. 

Class ended and I had to go put somethings in my locker. When I was walking to my car, I saw that same tall figure I saw last week, leaned up against my car. This time though, I knew he would be coming to my house. 

I walked up to my car and got in and so did he. We didn't really talk on the ride there, just the silence and the sounds of the radio. It wasn't an awkward silence like I had expected it to be. Once we arrived we walked into my house. 

"Do you want somethign to drink?" I asked getting myself water.

"Sure, water please." He said sitting his stuff down. I went to turn around to hand him the glass but he was already right behind me. 

"God, Luke. You scared the shit out of me." I said slightly pushing his shoulder and handing him his drink. He smirked as he took a sip of his drink then set it down, moving a little closer. This made me think of the first time we almost kissed. 

We were just a few inches away and I saw Luke lick his lips then look at my eyes to my lips then back up. Next thing i knew our lips were attatched. The kiss felt so compassionate and then turned more into a needy kiss. He then traveled from my lips to my jaw line then down to my kneck. He instantly found my sweet spot and a little moan escaped from my mouth, making me turn red. Thank god he couldn't see my face. I almost let out another soft moan but kept it in. Luke came back up and kissed me on the lips, i felt him smiling then he said "You don't have to keep it in, babe." he smirked and i slightly shoved him.

I couldn't help but smile at the way he called me babe. He came over to me and rapped his hands around my waste pulling me closer.

"I'm sorry." He said, looking me in the eyes. I had completely forgotten I was mad at him.

"It's fine. But please tell me why you got so mad." I asked him. He looked away from me for a second then looked back at my eyes.

"I honestly don't know, Kat. I was just walking and then looked into the restaurant and saw you guys then something just triggered inside me and I got so pissed off. So i went home and then you called me a little after." He said looking down. I noticed he was looking at something so i looked down too. 

"Luke! What did you do to your hands?" I asked seeing his knuckles bruised and cut.

"Well I came home and I was so mad I punched the wall, I did it before I could even think not to." He said looking back into my eyes. 

"Well why would you do that?" I asked. I knew he had a bit of an anger problems but I didn't think it was that bad.

"Because when I do that it takes my mind away from whatever I was mad or upset about." He said, I could see the hurt in his eyes. It made me sad to know he wasn't happy and I think there is more reasons why. Then I started to think of what he is saying and I realized what he meant. I wanted to look under his sleeves and all the braclets but I knew he probably wasn't ready. 

"Luke, you can't hurt your self anymore okay? Whenever you need to, please talk to me." I said giving him a tight hug. I felt so bad for Luke and now I understood why he is how he is. Because  he's been hurt and that's the way he deals with it, he takes it out on others. 

He didn't say anything except hug me tighter. "How about we watch movies!" I said already heading up stairs. 

We decided on Titanic because Luke's said he's never seen it before. We grabbed a lot of snacks and took it up to my room and got under my covers. When it got to the part where the boat hits the ice berg I start to get sleepy and next thing I knew I was alseep.

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"Kat honey, don't you need to get up for school?" I heard my mom say knocking on the door. I tried to sit up but I felt someone's arms around me. Shit. Luke and I must of fallen asleep. I tried to shake him to get up but it took a minute for him to finally open his eyes.

"Luke! We fell asleep and now my mom is at the door!" I said as he sat up. My mom was still saying stuff at the door thinking I was asleep, thank God I locked my door last night.  Luke rolled over and said "Let's just skip." 

"We can't just skip!" I said. He pulled me down next to him and was sticking out his bottom lip and I finally gave in. 

"Um mom, I don't feel too well. Can i stay home to rest?" I said making up a lie on the spot. I had pretended to be sick many times before.

"Sure honey! I'll set out some medicine downstairs then dad and I are off to work, I love you." She said as she walked away. I turned to Luke who was smirking then he said "A whole day alone with you." Then pulled me back down wrapping his arms around my waist.

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