Disconnected // Hemmo (DISCONT.)

9

It was the weekend before Thanks Giving break and Hails and I had been sitting on my bed for the last hour. She's trying to convince me to go to the 'biggest party of the year so far' but I really didn't feel like it. It was at Ash's house because his parents were away. There would be endless amount of alcohol. Don't get me wrong, I love a good party just not when i'm not in the mood. 

"Please Kat! This can be some girls fun! And Michael may come too but I promise I won't leave you!" Hailey said begging me.

"Fine! This one time. But next time I don't want to I mean no!" I said getting up to look in my closet for something to wear. 

"Wait! Can I please pick out your outfit and your hair and makeup?" Hailey said. By dressing me she meant picking out the shortest and tightest thing I had in my closet. I agreed and she ran into my closet. A second later she help up a black dress with thin straps and a small lace part around the hip area and creme heals to match. 

By the time she was done, my hair was curled and now fell right under my breast and my makeup was light but still noticeable. I actually liked the out come. I tried to ask Luke to come but he didn't want to. I sent him the adress anyway incase he decided to change his mind.

I was kind of disappointed when he said no.

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We arrived at the party and it was already insanely packed. Ashton's house was huge but there were so many people that some had to move to out back. His neighbors were in their early/mid twenties so they didn't care about the loud noises. When we walked inside Ash greeted us and handed us a shot. We happily accepted it. I felt the familiar burning sensation that I loved. I set it down and went to go ask Hailey if she wanted another. When I turned, she was gone. Figures. She probably went off to go fuck Michael upstairs. 

I went to the kitchen to go get another shot. And another and another. I felt a bit tipsy but not drunk. It takes a little more for me to get drunk. I was thankful I have a high tolerance for alcohol.

"Hi, you look amazing." Said someone as they rapped their arms around my waist. I turned around to see Ashton, who was defiantly shit faced already. 

"Hi Ash! Thank you, you too." I said smiling and hugging him. When I got tipsy or drunk I always seemed to hug people. I have no clue why, it's a little weird, but I just do. "Nice party." I said looking around. There were so many familiar faces and un familiar ones. I even saw some college kids here. Ashton was very popular, everyone looks forward to his parties. 

"Another drink?" He said handing me a glass. I took it and drank it within a few sips. That was probably all I would drink for tonight. 

All of the sudden I feel Ashton kissing my neck. I couldn't say I didn't enjoy it, because I did. He was attractive but it also felt wrong. 

"Ash, I don't think you should be doing this." I said. He looked up at me, just a few inches away from my face and said "I love when you call me Ash." He smirked and leaned forward, kissing my lips. Before I could react he was yanked away. Next thing I know he was laying on the floor. Someone punched him. 

I look up to see Luke with his fist balled and already bruised. His face was filled with anger. "Luke, why did you-"

"Fuck off, Kat!" He yelled, getting a few peoples attention before storming out of the house. I quickly followed behind trying to keep up with his pace. 

"Luke!" I said running after him. He finally turned around, looking even angrier than before. "Why the hell did you punch him!" I said.

"Oh I don't know. I come to this party you invited me to just to hangout with you and then I walk in to see you making out with that kid." He said turning back around to continue walking down the street. 

"Okay first, you said you weren't going to come because you didn't want to and second, he kissed me!" I said yelling. I was so frustrated he was blaming this on me when all he saw was us kissing.

Luke stopped again and turned back around. This time he seemed to have cooled off and he walked towards me. He sighed and said "I'm sorry. When I get mad I just can't control it."

"Well maybe you should go get medication or something to help you Luke." I said looking at him.

"You don't think I do? I have but it makes me feel like i'm some type of psycho who's always in a bad mood." 

"Luke," I sighed going over to him to hug him. "You aren't crazy because you get mad easily. A lot of people have this problem. But the only way to fix it is if you take the medicine." 

He didn't say anything, he just hugged me back. "I'm really happy we're friends." I said into Luke's chest. 

"Yeah, friends who kiss a lot." Luke said laughing. This was true. Almost every time we hangout we kiss. I can't say I don't feel anything, because I do. And I'm sure Luke does too. But I don't want to ruin anything we have.

"You got that right. Let's go back to my house. It's way better than this stupid party." I said, walking to my house. I figured I would just text Ashton later to tell him i'm sorry for what happened.

As we were walking, there was a silence until we were almsot at my house. 

"Hey, um, Kat?" Luke said, turning to look at me.

"Yeah?"

"Do you, you know. Feel anything between us?" He said scratching his neck. I could tell he was a tiny bit uncomfortable at the moment but it was adorable. 

"You mean when we kiss?" I ask looking at him. He nodded. "Yes, I do. But I just don't know. I love how our friendship is and I don't want to ruin anything. You know?" 

"Yeah, I agree." He said. I wasn't sure if he meant it or if he was just saying that because I practically just friend-zoned him. I felt terrible for doing that but I just didn't want a relationship. I enjoyed the cute, random things we would do even if it seemed like we were a couple.

I hooked our arms and we continued to my house. 

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HII so wow I really am so shocked and happy on how many votes I got on the story. You have no idea how happy this makes me. oh! i chose Miranda Kerr as Kat!! I felt like she fit good. If you don't know then google her!

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