Honestly this is just short and maybe poorly made stories while everyone waits on my Vemodalen chapters. There might be more than metal gear. Idk. There might be smut/lemon warnings, so just skip if you don't like. I have hope that this will help me...
White mist consumed every building from behind. The only clear thing in sight was the strange woman who stole his heart. The stream of gloss started to stain her dry nearly colorless face.
Seeing this brought back pain that he has only allowed himself to feel once. He realized that this was very similar to the immense grief he went through when he lost his mother, another important woman in his life.
Jimmy still couldn't decide weather he really wanted to break up with her and never see her again or not. Could this old scientist really handle going through the heart break again?
This relationship had so much wrong with it. Jimmy could accept that he was now deeply in love with her. What her and her family does no longer scared him. Strange as it may have seemed, the scientist had his own ways to stop her before she could even try to kill him. Truth be told, he was not any better.
Jimmy was a crippled scientist who created multiple copies of himself for sex, drugs and to murder the man who crippled him in the first place. Though the man is dead, Jimmy was so terribly obsessed with revenge that he brought himself to a lot of lengths. Edith was only raised to treat certain people she crossed paths with as nothing more than cattle; while he has made his deal with the devil, completely aware.
This criminal truly felt that Edith was never a bad person, only a scared little girl who adjusted to the taste of human meat and the family members that her parents separated her from for so long. This Sawyer hid her fear so well with wild smiles and a whacky, distracted,deranged but also up best attitude that came off as adorable. In a way, however, she didn't seem unstable.
When he took her hostage, she still acted this way. Even if she could handle scary situations, Jimmy was not willing to have her go through those things ever again. Putting her in a dangerous situation is the last thing he wanted to do. Having her snort coke once and even taking her virginity felt extremely irresponsible on his part. Even if it was consensual, he still saw her as a confused and naïve woman with some innocence left in her.
"Is it because I'm I cannibal?" Tears dripped from her chin as she attempted to breathe slowly. The poor girl looked like she was about to explode. This cold heart almost couldn't handle it. How could he live with himself knowing that she was hurt?
"Edith, that's not it at all. But you and I really need to think about this."
"I'm at a high risk of getting arrested and maybe even getting executed for what I have done... I don't want you to get caught up in any of that."
But he felt that she was very likely to experience much more emotional hurt if she continued this journey with him.
"I can handle it, though! Now that I realize what society thinks of me, I am prepared to get into trouble..." Using her wrist to wipe away her tears, Jimmy didn't like how cold he was about to sound.
"I pointed a gun at you and made you a hostage when we first met. You're no longer living with your cousin, why would you let yourself get involved with me when you can live the happy normal life you deserve?"
"Goddamnit...". Whimpers were all she could make as she ran out of things to say. Turning away from him as she stared at the black and grey pebbles of the sidewalk. Why did she feel so hopeless? The last thing she wanted was to guilt him into staying with her like a brat. But god damn, did she feel like an absolute burden.
Throughout the year of being together, Jimmy has imagined her in a white dress with a vale in her hair. A bouquet in one hand while the her finger from the other hand had a ring on it. He even went as far as to fantasize raising children with her. He felt filthy for thinking so far ahead, especially since she hasn't even seen him in his wheel chair.
"Do you think I would even try to resist the fact that I love you so much?"
Without thinking odd woman took a few steps back as he approached her. The depressed green eyes that only seemed to be paying attention to the floor slightly alarmed her, causing her to gasp when his arms tightly hugged her waist. The tips of her toes came of the ground. Edith tried to hug back but her arms were locked in his own. Though, more emotional, her whimpering was all that she noticed.
"To have you by my side this past year has been some of the happiest moments that I have ever had in an awful long time."
Tightening his clutch, he buried his cold nose back into her neck. Her heart beat gave him confidence that it was for him.
"I want to be yours... but do you think I really deserve you?"
Slightly free, Edith's hand somehow trailed from his hips and to his jaw. Bringing his handsome features to encounter her own. A more serious expression was attempted, even though her face was like a child's.
"Is it that you aren't ready yet?"
Jimmy nodded. "I want to be one of your safe zones. Faking death, robbing banks and murder is going to catch up to me someday. Someone out there possibly wants to assassinate me to avenge anyone I wronged..."
"Is there still a chance we could be together?"
To see how hopeful she grew made him feel more guilty. Truthfully, this genius wasn't so sure, but was it even okay to keep her this way?
"M-maybe... you'll have to wait for a bit..."
"So this could just be some time apart?"
Jimmy nodded when he felt the tears forming in his eyes.
"Y-yeah...."
Realizing what he did didn't take long, and it became over bearing fast. The body went limp and almost fell onto her if she hadn't moved away quickly.
~*~*~*~ The quadriplegic man felt the tears bursting from his eyes. Self loathing kicked in as he knew that it couldn't ever work between them.
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"Why did you have to love me back, Edith?"
Here's an alternate ending to my story. I wanted to release this early to those who prefer more depressing feels. Personally, I want them to have a happy ending so I like to think that it's more cannon to my story 👌🏻. So... I hope this one wasn't too lazy. Enjoy m8.
