Weakness

10. "Why not?"

JUSTIN

"Do your parents know that you came to this party?" I ask her once she gives me her address and I start driving towards her house.

"No my mom's on a business trip so my grandma is staying at home with me but she doesn't really care about me going to parties." She tells me and I simply nod.

"What about your dad?" I question.

"He um.. he passed away." She says and I immediately regret ever asking her.

"I'm sor-" I start but she cuts me off.

"Don't. I don't like people's pity."

"Good because neither do I."

We stay silent for the rest of the car ride. Neither of us has said anything else but it doesn't make the car ride awkward or weird, It makes it peaceful and for the longest time, I feel as if there's actually some peace in my life.

I park a few blocks away from her house so that her grandmother wouldn't see me bringing her home. I'm not going to stay or anything but I wouldn't want Amelia to get in trouble since I brought her home.

We both stepped out of the car and started to walk towards her house. Once we reached the front doors, she pulled out her keys and unlocked it open. She put one finger on her lips to indicate for me to be silent and I did as she indicated. We both entered silently as she guided me to what I believe is her room. I don't even know why I came inside with her because all I was going to do was drop her off at her front door to make sure she was safe but I just got tempted to come inside.

"I should get going.." I tell her.

"Okay." She responds.

I place my hands on her waist and as I'm about to lean in, she shrieks.

"Justin!"

"What?" I ask although I shouldn't even bother considering that she will probably not even remember why she shrieked or just said my name.

"Don't touch me like that" She says while bitting her bottom lip. Fuck.

"Touch you like what?" I ask although I know exactly what she's talking about.

"Don't touch my waist" She says while I stare at her lips. Damn she's really tempting me right now.

"Why not?" I ask and add, "you don't like it when I touch you like this?" I start to move my hands downward from her waist to the waistband of her jeans and she immediately jumps from the sudden touch.

"No! Stop that" She shakes her head in disapproval.

"Why do you want me to stop?" I ask her.

"Same way why you don't want me to bite my lip," she says while adding more pressure and bitting her bottom lip even more than before.

"Because it turns you on?" I smirk at the thought.

"Mmm yes, that's exactly why."

Without saying anything else, she leans in and kisses me. It surprises me because minutes ago she told me that she wasn't going to kiss me anymore but I'm now guessing that she forgot about that.

The kiss doesn't last long because as I swipe my tongue on her bottom lip to ask for her entrance, she pulls away.

"Can you stay?" She suddenly asks.

"I can't." I deny.

"Why not?"

"I don't stay the night with other girls and besides, your grandmother wouldn't like me staying over." I tell her.

"But I'm not just some 'other girl' Justin." she says and I want to ask what she means but I decide not to.

"Pleaseeee." She adds while dragging out the E's.

"No. I have to go, see you tomorrow." I say before she convinces me to stay. I know that if I would've stayed even a bit longer, she would have probably convinced me and I don't know whether I like the idea of that.

Idk when i'll be updating next but it wont be long