Weakness

15. "Are you okay?"

LIA

After school I decide it's best for me to go to Justin's house to see why he's acting this way. I haven't done anything to him so I don't understand why he has to be so harsh. Things are being left unsaid and I don't like being left in the dark.

I pull over in front of his house and start walk over to the front door. Once I'm about to knock, the door swings open as I take a step back to not get hurt in the process.

"Oh sorry, I was just heading out. Were you looking for someone?" A middle-aged woman asks me.

"It's fine and yeah, I'm looking for Justin is he home?"

"Oh, I didn't know Justin was having friends over, I'm so happy that he's finally found some friends to talk to! I'm Pattie, his mom." She introduces herself and I smile at her. She seems like a sweet and nice lady.

"It's nice to meet you, I'm Lia." I respond.

"Same goes for you. I'm heading out but Justin is in his room, last door at the end of the hall upstairs, you can come inside." She says as she steps out of the way for me to enter.

"Thank you." I smile at her and she smiles back. She closes the front door and I start to walk towards Justin's room.

I walk right in without knocking and see Justin laying down on his bed listening to music while his eyes are closed. He's softly singing along to the lyrics and I can't help but listen to how angelic his voice sounds.

"Justin.." I say and once he hears my voice, his eyes shoot open.

"What the hell are you doing here?" He questions as he sits straight on his bed.

"Are you okay?" I ignore his question.

"Why wouldn't I be?" He asks as he knits his eyebrow in confusion.

"You've been ignoring me and I haven't even done anything wrong."

"It doesn't matter, I got over that and you should to. I could careless about who you hangout with." He spats.

"Justin if this is about Chris then I honestly have no clue what your problem is with him. He's not even rude to you but yet you always find a way to be an asshole to him."

"Are you that fucking blind to see what's right in front of you?" He says while raising his voice higher than before.

"Apparently I am so why don't you just save us the time and tell me why you're so mad." I spat, getting irritated by his tone.

"It would be better if I just kept it to myself because it's not like it's going to make a difference if I tell you or not." He shrugs.

"Why won't it make a difference?" I question.

"It doesn't fucking matter now leave." He angrily says.

"I'm not leaving because if I leave then this cycle will continue so no Justin, tell me what's wrong and if it doesn't make a difference once you tell me then who the hell cares?"

"I care now leave before I have to drag you out myself." He says a little too loud for my liking as I roll my eyes.

"Dammit just tell me alre--" He cuts me off.

"I'M MAD BECAUSE I'M FUCKING JEALOUS, ALRIGHT? I'm jealous and I have no fucking idea why. I don't even wanna think about it for another second but guess what? I haven't been able to stop thinking about it! Everywhere I turn you're there and I can't stop th--" He cuts himself off and before I know it, he's rushing towards me. He forcefully grabs my waist and slams me against his bedroom door. I almost wince at the sudden and harsh contact but my lips soon get shut once his come in contact with mine. His lips are rough against mine as he tries to maintain a fast pace. His tongue hurriedly runs against my bottom lip asking for entrance which I waste no time but to allow. His hands roam my waist and go under my shirt as he is now touching my skin. My hands fly up to his neck as I push him closer to me, not wanting to break the contact.

"Fuck I can't believe I just said that." He says once he pulls away. His hand tugs on his hair while he bites his bottom lip and looks at me.

"Neither can I..." I admit.

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