I hate myself for loving you (zarry)

Chepter 16

Did you guys really think I would write a smut for your perverted mind? -Yes,that I would ;)

"A-Are you sure about t-that?" he asks Harry again to make sure it's not his imagination.


Harry nods, "Yes."


Harry grabs the lube from the nightstand and puts it on Zayn's hand. He then lays down on his back waiting for Zayn to do something.

Zayn stands beside the bed dumbly, staring at Harry blankly. Harry just looks so beautiful and Zayn doesn't know what to do now. It feels like eternity, but in fact it has been just 20 seconds. Zayn doesn't move a muscle. Harry frowns but before he could ask him what happened, Zayn interrupts.

"Can I kiss you first?" Zayn asks in a hopeful voice. He has been dreaming of having Harry's lips on his for days now. He really hopes that Harry will let him kiss his lush lips again. Or else Zayn is going to cry his eyes out, sitting in the corner, holding his teddy bear like a little boy who just lost his favorite pet. Okay, that's a little too dramatic, but Zayn will feel sad if Harry doesn't agree.

The question caught Harry off guard, he nods with a little blush. "Yes, you can." He answers in a shy manner.

Zayn gives Harry a smile and wastes no time to crawl into the bed, hovering over Harry. He looks into Harry's emerald eyes, mesmerized by how green and shiny they are. Those eyes are the most beautiful eyes Zayn has ever seen, he wants to drown himself in them. Shifting his eyes to Harry's plump lips, Zayn's heart speeds up as he leans in. He pauses when his lips are just about to touch Harry's, and he looks at those emerald eyes one last time. Harry looks at him and then closes his eyes. Zayn does the same and closes the distance between them. His lips touch Harry's luscious ones, seeing sparks and fireworks in his head. Harry's lips are so soft and taste so good, Zayn thinks he could kiss those lips for eternity without getting tired. He licks Harry's lips asking for permission to deepen the kiss. Harry parts his lips, letting Zayn slip his tongue into his mouth and play with his. He lets Zayn take control, and Zayn thinks he's in heaven.

Zayn pulls away from the kiss when they both get out of breath. He turns his attention to Harry's pale delicate neck and nibbles on it. "God, babe, you don't know how beautiful you are!" Zayn whispers and sucks a bruise at Harry's sweet spot, making Harry moan loudly.

"I'm gonna remove your clothes, is that okay, Haz?" Zayn asks as he kneels between Harry legs.

Harry nods eagerly. When all his clothes are removed, he suddenly feels shy and exposed under Zayn's intense stare. He brings his hands up to cover his crimson face.

"Hey, hey! Don't do that." Zayn says and takes Harry's hands in his, pinning them above Harry's head. "You're beautiful, Harry. No need to be shy, babe."

Zayn admires Harry's naked glory, thinking how lucky he is to have Harry underneath him. He looks even more beautiful with a baby bump, Zayn leans in and kisses his tummy. "Baby, sorry about the not so innocent thing your daddy and mummy are gonna do. I know you will forgive us because you love us as much as we love you. Now, be a good girl and sleep tight. Good night, my little princess." Zayn chaste kiss the belly one more time.

"You're so dumb." Harry giggles watching Zayn talk to their unborn child.

Zayn grins and kisses Harry on the lips. The kiss becomes heated when his tongue slips into Harry's mouth and his hands roaming on Harry's soft thigh, making Harry moan.

He moves down to attack Harry's nipples. Harry has small boobs because of the pregnancy. Zayn thinks they're cute and can't stop touching them. He fondles one of Harry's boob with his hand while sucking the other until the nipple gets red and hard and he is satisfied.