Chapter 11

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Cameron POV

I could see the hurt I caused when I tried to not touch her, Kyla's face turned into a face of hurt and truthfully its not that easy for me too when all I want is to hold her and make sure she knows that my heart belongs to her, but I can't and I'm not supposed to, she rejected me I can't force her to love me, then it won't be real love.

"Hey man!" Kaden greeted as we 'bro hugged'.

"Hey." I greeted back.

"So, let's cut to the chase here, what's going on with you and my sister?" Kaden sniggered as we crossed the road to the field.

"Nothing man. It's nothing." I shrugged. "Well, I wanted it to be something but I don't think she shares the same thoughts."

"Oh really, then why does she keeps on complaining to me and Lacey whenever she finds you avoiding her?" I swear I could see his eyes light up at the mention of his girlfriend's name. "It's just that she has been hurt before, maybe she's just afraid that she will fall for you just like she fell for him."

"Yea, she told me about him, Blake am I right? He's a jackass. She also mentioned about your parents and your street fights? By the way I'm sorry about that man." I made sure to stop to make sure he knows that I was sorry for what he has to go through.

"Yea, its not your fault anyways. You know if she did open up to you like that, she must really do trust you then, I'm sure if Lace knows she will be more than happy to help." his eyes lit up again.

"Right... Thanks but I'd rather do it my way." I sighed.

"What way? Pretending that prom night never existed?" he laughs. "Come on man!"

"Yea, I'm just gonna pretend I never felt anything for her, it'll be easy."

"Right. Easy. 'Cause hiding a feeling that even a 5yo could detect would be easy." Kaden rolled his eyes. Damn, was I that obvious?

"Yes." came his reply. Okay maybe that was too loud. It's been what? 10 years? And I still can't forget her face, wrapped in bandages, full of pure innocence watching as her family all cried full of mournfullness, years passed by, even after moving, her beautiful face still can't get out of my mind. Now that I'm back, I knew I had to fix her, but why didn't she recognize me? " Hey Kade!"

"Yeah?" he looked back and slowed down his pace.

"You remember me, your mother knows who I am, heck! Even Lacey remembers me. Why did she forget about me?" I was shocked to see Kaden's face turn into one of his broken smiles.

"She doesn't remember anything Cam, nothing." he shook his head. " Not about Steve, nor dad."

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"KADEN! Stop teasing your sister." my mom scolded. " Steve, watch your siblings would you? I still need to finish my makeup."

"Yes mom" a 10yo answered my mom, he looked quite familiar, I just couldn't put a finger on it.

"HOLY SHIT!" that was the last thing I heard before everything turned red and I could hear Kaden's and mom's muffled shouts, screams coming from a girl who looked a lot like I did when I was little girl, a panicked and scared look on the 10yo boy's face as he pulled the little girl and Kaden towards him and acted as a human shield for them, then everything turned black.

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"AAAAAAA!!!" I woke up with a scream. The same dream, every night. What it's about I will never know.

"KYLA! Are you okay?!" Kaden came rushing in carrying a guess what? A baseball bat. Wow Kade wow.

"Nothing I'm sorry for waking you, it's just nightmares." I smiled bitterly.

"The usual?" Kaden knew about my dreams and I have a feeling he knows what its about, he just won't tell me.

"Yeah, only it's more vivid this time."

"Alright then, goodnight" he just sighed and walked out the door. My thoughts whirled around my mind, who the hell is Steve? Who is the little girl? Who was the man behind the wheel? And most importantly why are they with Kaden and my mom?

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"Hey Alli!" I greeted.

"Oh hey Kyla!" she gave me a smile.

"Umm... Have you seen Cameron? I need to talk to him" I asked as I looked around looking for that familiar blonde mop of hair.

"Yea, he was at the field with Matt and Kade." she pointed towards the exit.

"Okay thanks Al." I waved.

"No prob. Good luck." she gave me an encouraging smile.

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"HEY CAMERON!" I yelled out turning not only his head around but a couple other jocks too.

"Heyyyy...." he trailed off.

"Can I talk to you?" I gestured towards a more secluded space.

"Yea sure whatever." he merely shrugged. Ouch...

"Look Cameron, I really like you okay? As a friend of course and I would like to be your friend, but you are just too stubborn aren't you?" I raised an eyebrow once I made sure we were out of earshots. "I told you about my life for God's sake, doesn't that mean anything to you?!"

"For fuck's sake KYLA! CAN'T YOU FUCKING SEE IT?!" he began yelling. "I FUCKING TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU! I TOLD YOU MY FEELINGS FOR YOU! AND NOW WHAT?! YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS KYLA?! FRIENDS?! DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT I AM RIGHT NOW?! YOU PUSHED ME AWAY! I TRIED TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU BUT OH NO! YOU DECIDED YOU CAN SHOW UP ANYWHERE YOU WANT! AND NOW HERE YOU ARE TRYING TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH A GUY WHO FUCKING LOVES YOU! NO I'M SORRY KYLA! IT IS NOT THAT EASY!" and after that blowout he started stalking off.

"You meant it? What you said? About you loving me?" I was shaking.

"Yes Kyla of course I do." he sighed running a finger through his hair. " I'm sorry for blowing out on you like that, I am but I meant every word of it."

"But how? How can you love a girl you just met?" I questioned in disbelieve. We met no longer than 5 weeks ago.

"We may not know each other but our hearts certainly do." he smiled and walked away.

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heyyyy!!! urgh! exams are killing me!! maths suck. anywaysss here's an update for you guys!! hope you guys enjoyed it :) love yaaa VOTE COMMENT AND FOLLOW

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