I saw a series in youtube called 2 moons. I watched it and instantly fell in love with the character of Beam.
I new I could not wait for next year's volume 2 so I seached the net for the novel. That is how I ended up with wattpad. When I got bored w...
I was tired due to last night's event. Even if Beam looks fragile, he had lots of strength in that little body. I lost all my energy restraining him. He was so wild and agressive after being drugged by my brother Seff. I will kill him if he ever try to do anything to Beam again. I had a hard time keeping myself from giving in to the temptation. It was an emotional torture. Many times I wanted to fuck him and leave him satisfied but my love for him transcends the sexual lust that I feel. I love him more than anything that even if I have to endure my animalistic drive, I will still wait. I do not want Beam to have his first sex while his thoughts are controlled by some kind of stimulant.
Speaking of first time, I never thought of asking him if he had sex with somebody else. That's normal I guess. Especially if you lived in the states and considering his age. He's 18, he is legally an adult now. I had mine when I was still 18 too with a girl I met from the bar. I was so intoxicated back then. I wonder if he already experienced doing it with a girl? I can't imagine my innocent Beam making love with somebody else. I will cry. What if it was a guy who he had sex with? No! Never! Just by thinking of Beam with some other men gives me a foul mood. I might probably kill that guy.
Now I'm getting perplexed on how I can ask him such questions? I need to know. I'm his boyfriend. But why am I so scared of the fact. What if he really had sex? What if there had been some other guy before me? Ahhhh!!!! I'm getting paranoid. Maybe later when I have the guts and the heart to accept the truth. No matter what Beam's past is, I don't care anymore. I love him and that's what is important. Right now, I wanted to sleep more and hug him until I get satisfied.
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Beam has been sleeping on my chest the whole time. He must be enjoying the warmth. He unconciously seek for it when sleeping. I know every inch of him. From his perfume to his shampoo to his mannerisms, facial expression and sleeping habits. I rubbed his cold hands with mine and wrapped his feet between my legs. I hope he is cozy with our position right now.
I woke up early that morning when I felt him shaking me. I was so tired to even open my eyes. I pulled him back to bed and topped him. I still want to snuggle a bit. I haven't fully recharged yet. I angled his head and nuzzled my face on his neck. I traced his body delicately with my big hands. I slid them inside the big loose shirt that he is wearing. He's so cute when he wears my clothes. I spoke on his skin making sure that my voice vibrates on his delicate white body. I felt him shiver.
"Beam. Lay down for a while. Im still tired."
"Forth..." he whispered.
"Beam.. let me sleep some more. You smell so good." I sniffed him while my eyes were still closed.
"Forth... your parents are here.." Beam was slapping my face.
I grabbed his wrist to stop him and kissed his hand.
"Nice try. Your not planning to escape now, are you?" I was chuckling.
"Damn it. Open your eyes. Everybody is looking. This is embarrasing."
