Nightless Nights

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I'm sitting on my bed, 8 pm outside,
the sun's gone down , the wind's all quiet
The stars don't shine , the headlights don't burn my eyes,
curtains all drawn, fending off the outside light
because it's just another summer night.

My room's temperature's low
I'm wearing a jacket to keep out the cold
warm coffee, fur on my feet
nothing fits in or seems just right
because it's just another summer night.

Thoughts dont keep me up, 
I have nothing to dread.
there isn't any remorse or any regret  
have i even lived my life?
Or merely passed my time..
it shouldn't be just another summer night.

Exhilaration, extravagance, out of control
words so foreign, words unknown
i want to let go , to feel the nights
i don't have inhibitions 
nothing holding me back
I'm aware i'm quoting song lyrics 
I just am bereft of words to express.

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