Your beautiful: pjm

Pt 4; Are you scared?

Y/N was still in shock from the night before and couldn't help but be a tiny bit fearful still. 'I didn't mean to flinch and make it obvious dang it.' She faked a cough and spoke. "Im not feeling good, I just want to rest." She hoped he would just leave her alone, maybe give her some time to figure out how to break the news to him. "Y/N do you want me to stay here while you rest?"

There is no way she was getting out of this.

Y/N kept quiet and allowed herself to try and relax. Not wanting to make anything seem off. "I'll just lie here next to you so of you need anything I will be right here." Jimin laid himself next to her on the bed, using this as an excuse to get closer to her. So unaware how this was making her feel.

Y/N felt the other side of the bed being weighed down by Jimin. She started think again about what happened last night. Y/N honestly hadn't a clue how long that had all lasted, nor did she really care to remember. All she could recollect in terms of how long it all dragged on for was that it seemed endless. At the time, death seemed far more appealing than all the agony Jimin was putting her through. When it did finally reach it's climax, she was grateful, but it really didn't matter. She was forever scarred by it.
She shivered anxiously where she was on the bed, the tears slowly beginning to run down her cheeks again, burying her face in her blanket in distress. She had not want to think about that little incident at all and it was obviously not the right time, there was no other way for her to react to such memories but cry.

Jimin noticed how quiet Y/N was being and how she was shaking from lack of warmth and fear, tears falling down her cheeks. She whimpered lightly, unaware that a certain someone was looking down at her.

"Y/N..."

At the sound of his voice, which sounded raspier than usual, Y/N stiffened immediately and the waterworks somehow came to an abrupt stop. Swallowing hard, she slowly began turning her head around, only stopping when she made perfect eye contact with Jimin. Her eyes widened upon seeing the look on his face.

"Are you scared of me"? Did I do something to upset you?"

Jimin couldn't for the life of him figure out what was wrong with her. What could he have done to make her so full of fearfulness towards him. He didn't want to make her uncomfortable around him because he enjoyed being friends with Y/N, he didn't want to lose that trust.

Before she could reply a knock was heard on the door. "Were home!" Jungkook shouted from downstairs. "I'm going to go greet them okay?" Jimin informed her before going downstairs. "Yah Jimin! Why's with the sad look on your face? Did something happen while  we were gone?" Jin always made sure that his younger brothers were ok. They were family after all.
"Nothing much. Well besides Y/N seems to be sick but something else seems to be bothering her." He was worried about her. "I was with her in her room and she seemed so distant and scared of me. I don't know what I did to make her that way."

Authors Note///
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