Your beautiful: pjm

Pt 12; Your perfect

Jimin was in the hotel room by himself. The concert was scheduled for tomorrow and Y/N was out doing her photo shoot. As soon as they arrived in Tokyo, Y/N left and the Jimin and the members went to go check in the hotel. The idea of staying a room with Y/N was awful. He didn't feel like he should have the right to be alone with her in a room, he had lost her trust. Jimin was laying on the bed wearing a t-shirt and some boxers as he was scrolling through Twitter reading comments about the comeback photos. There was a lot of positive ones but there was also a lot of negative ones as well. He only looked as the negative tweets. Jimin felt tears in his eyes as saw his reflection in the phone. "Maybe I am fat?" He never liked his chubby cheeks or his flat tummy. That's why he started working out and eating less. He was already getting skinner from being depressed all this past week.

Jimin could feel the cravings for alcohol again, but he didn't have any and neither did he want to be drunk when Y/N comes back.

He was lonely.

He was tired.

He was fat.

He only wanted a hug.

He wanted Y/N...

Y/N came back from her photo shoot and was worried about how awkward it'll be when they're together. Her eyes widened as she stared down at the sight of him, the sad boy crying his eyes out on the bed. You could see the tiredness and sadness set deep within his eyes. You touched his face gently, and he leaned into your palm.

"What is it Jimin?" You whispered to him, he closed his eyes and a tear rolled down his cheek. He took a deep breath.

"I'm tired. This comeback has us all exhausted, and the choreography is tougher than ever, but... The truth is, I'm worried. All the fans are really disappointed with me since I lost my abs, and I just feel like I'm not good enough anymore. I train, I work hard, I eat less, but I just can't do anything right. I'm a failure Y/N." He confessed, more tears quickly sliding down his cheeks, and off his chin onto your hand. Your heart shrunk at his words, and you felt the need to start crying too. She knew what it felt like to feel inadequate. She knew how what he did too you is tearing him apart. Y/N knew what is was like to feel lonely, to need a hug.

"You are more than good enough. You are more than just your abs, you are a talented singer and dancer, and a wonderful person. You should worry less about those girls, and more about your health. Jimin, I love you, just the way you are.You are not a failure, you are amazing" You whispered to him, before hugging him tightly. His eyes widened at your sudden confession 'does she really love me?', he didn't understand how she could say those things about him even after all the stuff he put her through. His heart felt like it was doing somersaults in his chest. He felt warm, and safe, and loved in your arms, and he never wanted to let go. It was then he noticed how much you meant to him, and how much he needed you in his life.

Jimin woke up in the middle of the night and realize he was laying on her chest. He sat up and looked at the lovely being that was her. Jimin knew how much Y/N loved to sleep in comfy clothes, she even once told him that sleeping with a bra would ruin a good sleep. He walked over to her luggage and found one of her silk night gowns. He was planning on changing clothes for her but was worried she'd wake up and get upset with him; But on the other hand he wanted her to get a good sleep even if that meant doing this. Jimin slowly took the straps of your dress and slid it off your tiny body. He noticed every detail of your skin, from how many moles you had, the scar on your hip, and the cute baby blue lace undies she wore to cover herself. She was small, soft, and beautiful. Jimin tried his best not to stare at her figure, he wasn't a pervert. He just truly loves everything about her and admiring her bare skin was just his way of expressing that. Jimin then went to remove her bra and hesitated when he noticed the goosebumps on her skin. He pulled up the covers covering her lower half so she'd be warmer till he was done. As Jimin slid the bra off her arms; his eyes widened when he saw a huge bruise on her breast. What could of happened to her?

Jimin thought about what happened the other between them. He remembered she had said that he was rough with her chest. His hands started shaking. How could he of mangled her cute small breast that way. He was once again in tears as he slid her nightgown on as he covered her completely...

Too be continued....