Jimin awoke suddenly, startled by the sound of the wind rustling through the trees outside. He hadn't planned to fall asleep on Y/N's bed, and he felt his cheeks flush lightly at the thought. Blinking, he casually looked over at her. He smiled one of his true eye smiles, simply because she was smiling, like an angel, in her sleep. He felt his worry melt away instantly.
Jimin got up and went back to his own bed and stared up at the ceiling. He couldn't fall asleep again, he was so much warmer and comfortable on her bed. But if she were to wake up he would make her uncomfortable. Why would she want the boy who forced her to have sex with him (while he was drunk), want him on her bed. Alone. Together. Close.
6:00 am
Y/N woke up and decided to wear some sweatpants and a long sleeved shirt downstairs for breakfast. Jin was already making everyone some miso soup for a light and yummy morning meal. "Good morning Y/N!" Jin said as She walked into the kitchen to sit at the bar table.
"Morning Jin" he was always so polite and considerate. Everyone else was in the living room watching TV; but she would always sit and talk with Jin and... Jimin.
Jimin woke up after hearing talking downstairs. He walked down the hallway also wearing sweats and a long sleeve seeming how it was winter. Jimin noticed Y/N was already downstairs and he felt a nervous sick feeling in his stomach. He was going to talk to her and somehow apologize. Questions were going through his head. Will she hate me? Will she be scared? Will she forgive me?
Jimin walked down stairs to see all the members watching TV and Y/N and Jin at the kitchen bar table. He was feeling scared again...
He should just try to act as natural as he can."Good morning Jimin, sleep well?" Jimin felt like puking. He didn't know how he should act like. "Oh..uh morning Hyung, I slept okay I guess. After he answered he turned and looked over at Y/N who looked like she was trying to keep herself calm. "Oh Y/N did you get your medicine?" Jin must of forgotten about how awkward saying that in front of Jimin would be, seeing how she only had to go to the doctor because of him. "Yeah, I did" she replied looking down as she started to feel uneasy.
Jimin felt his knees wobbled. How long hadn't he heard the sound of her beautiful voice? Seemed like forever. How he missed the way her voice resonated in his ears and bounced up and down like a melody. He really wanted to go sit next to her and greet her like he used to.
Jimin finally walked towards the kitchen bar table and sat down with one chair in between them. He could even smell her freshly shampooed hair from that spot. So he thought that was okay at least.
Jimin stared at Y/N. Indeed, she was the most beautiful girl that he had ever set his eyes on. She had a frown on her face though and there was this sad glint in her eyes. Jimin didn't care about that. He was just happy that he was finally able to see her again. "Y/N Good morning. He said shaking. When she didn't say anything, he decided to continue talking. "Are you feeling okay?" He noticed she looked pale and her cheeks were flushed. Jimin reached his hand out to feel her forehead but only resulted in her lightly pushing his hand back.
Jimin felt his eyes stung by his tears. He hated the fact that she was rejecting his touch. Was he that disgusting?He should of known that she wouldn't forgive him. Why should she?
Authors note~
Hi! Sorry it's another short chapter but another long chapter is coming next, so please anticipate it! Thank you :)
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FanfictionA story about a girl living with the Bangtan Boys. And Jimin whom adores her. Warning: This fan fiction contains mentions of drinking, rape, and bullying.