Pt 6; You Raped Her

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7:00 pm

"Hey Jin, I'm going to the doctor today just to make sure everything is ok. Maybe you can tell him then, while I'm not there?" She was nervous about what Jimin's reaction would be so she didn't really want to be present while it was going down. "Of course I can Y/N, make sure you let me know what the doctor says okay?" He really was the mother of the group. It was nice. "Thank you Jin, I guess I'll be heading out then."

I make my way toward the door and start the car to head to hear what my doctor has to say.

Jin had a tough task ahead. How in the world was he supposed to tell Jimin the horrible act he committed while he was under the influence. He decided he was going to tell the other members privately, he thought they could help him out and they should also know. After all, they were a family.

Jimin couldn't help but worry in his head over what could've happened. Y/N, the girl he loved and planned on confessing to soon, apparently has something physically wrong with her and he was responsible for potentially aggravating whatever her problem is! But as a whole, it wasn't really his fault; he had no idea since she never said anything.

Once he got back to his room, after talking to the members he took a quick shower and did all the other annoying nighttime stuff (brushing teeth, flossing, etc.), he got into a pair of clean shorts. He then just sat on his bed, still exhausted by the day events. After just sitting there resting for a bit, he wanted something in particular to drink. In his desire to get some vodka, he went back to one of his bags to look for his flask, but he couldn't feel it in its regular pocket.

'Hey, where is it? I'm positive this was where I was keeping it. That's weird.'

He kept looking through the other pockets of the same bag, but to no luck. Starting to get antsy, he got more frantic as he went through every little opening of every bag he had and eventually tearing his whole room apart, but with no results. He began sweating heavily and panting hard as he began feeling slight withdrawal, which he was not used to. It had been several hours since he last had anything to drink.

"Come on! Where the hell is it? This is so retarded!" he screamed, not out loud intentionally. He held his head in his hands out of his severe anxiety and was just about to go completely crazy until...

"Looking for this...Jimin?" Jimin's look of anxiousness was replaced by one of anger and irritation. He knew that voice anywhere and should've known that this person of all people would find a way to get into his room so discreetly and go through his stuff just for the heck of it.

"Jin-Hyung..." Jimin snarled, but like that would phase the eldest of all the members.

He turned his head slowly around and expected to see him at his doorway holding his flask to taunt him. Jin was, just as Jimin was expecting, but he was scared out of his mind when he saw Namjoon and Yoongi (looking just as grim), Hoseok (in tears), and none other than Jungkook and Taehyung (who was staring at the ground, refusing to even look at him). He almost wished Y/N were here as well, but he'd hate to see her reaction to his disgusting addiction.

Jimin knew now that he was in trouble. Like Jin Hyung always tried to stress, they were a family and they all cared for one another. Now they all knew. They knew what he was doing to himself and that it could kill him. They could possibly lose a family member and he knew they weren't going to let him continue on. He was torn apart on the inside from just looking at the glares and the teary eyes he was recieving that very moment.

Unfortunately, while Jimin had never felt so guilty before in his entire life, his guilt wasn't enough to rid him of his disgusting addiciton. Once he got over the shock of seeing everyone, his eyes targeted the flask in Jin's hand.

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