Your beautiful: pjm

Pt 7; Nightmare

Right after Jin told him about how he raped her, everything went crashing down on him and his sorrow and tears returned, harder than ever. His first instinct was to sprint to her room right away to apologize, which Jin allowed him to do. He couldn't believe he did such a thing to the girl he only wanted to love and care for. He definitely decided that he would give up his habit if it made him hurt Y/N, his Y/N. He wanted to let her know asap. But once he saw her lying sideways on her bed, sleeping soundly. He decided to just talk to her tomorrow, he didn't want to disturb her sleep.

Jimin went back to his room and finally fell asleep after hours of worrying about Y/N and how he could ever be friends with her again.

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In all directions, all he could see was darkness. He ran, as if trying to get somewhere, but the darkness never faltered, waves of deep blue and violet teasing him, taunting him.

"Y/N! Where is she?" his voice echoed in the seemingly endless sea of cold colours, giving him no reply. He could swear her voice was calling to him in the distance, somewhere vaguely out of reach. Dropping to his knees, he began to cry, a low, almost pathetic sound for a guy such as himself. The darkness entangled itself in his fingers, and he felt himself being pulled down into it's depths. He resisted for a moment, but his strength was taken from him as quickly as it had come, and without a sound, it engulfed him.

"Y/N-!" Jimin gasped, sweating. He looked around the room nervously and swung his legs over the side of the bed. Had she called his name? He ran his fingers through his hair, willing his body to be calm. After he could breathe without his chest piercing in pain, he got up and softly opened the door to his room. Like a mouse, he glided through the hall without a sound, and found himself by Y/N's room.

What am I doing...? He thought as his frail fingers trailed the edge of her door. It was only a dream, but he couldn't help himself from worrying. Sighing, he slid the door open softly and stepped into the room.

Y/N was laying on her side with an arm draped loosely over the covers of her bed. On a small dresser next to the bed was a package of what looked like birth-control and a doctors note that said

"Y/N, don't worry, everything is fine and your not pregnant. Luckily you got here soon to get all taken care of, I prescribed this because you were saying how you always got irregular periods so this would help regulate it, and you never know what can happen. Your all good, take care- Doctor Kim.

Jimin didn't even think about that he could of gotten her pregnant. He felt himself feel like crying even more for having to put her through this. He covered the distance between the bed silently, and looked down at her.

Her brow was furrowed slightly, and every once and a while her mouth or fingers would twitch. She must be dreaming, He thought. But... she looks so sad. It can't be a very nice dream. Before he realized what he was doing, he'd lay down beside her on the bed, careful not to move too close to her in fear of waking her up. At a safe distance away, he gazed at her face dreamily until, relaxed from her presence, he drifted into a light sleep.