A Knife Kills, Me? I destroy.

Chapter 4: Living Normal???

Chapter 4: Living Normal???

Ooh La La La

Let her go ...

If your girl wanna play, let her go, so let her go (La la la...)

If your girl wanna play, let her go, so let her go (La la la...)

If your girl wanna play, let her go, so let her go (La la la...)

If your girl wanna play, let her go

[Hey baby girl what you doin tonight

I wanna see what you got in store

Hey baby - givin it your all when you're dancin on me

I wanna see if you give me some more

Hey baby by pittbull was pounding thorugh the house, my mother said this was my furture so might as well strart now "mom can i go to bed" i asked pulling on my mothers...um...dress She looked down at me

"get off of me you freak" she pushed me out of the way, [yea great teach mom] i thought and started to walk away, i was only ten years old, but i looked like a sixteen years old thanks to my body, stupid freaking rare shifter abilities. I felt a hand on my shoulder, i turned around to see my brother with his supposedly 'famous smirk' that all the girls swoon over... What i have to find some way to entertain myself while i'm chained up in the room ,it is actually pretty sad that i have to resort to that, listenin on my brother's conversations, with my inhanced hearing, hearing about all the girls he's banged in the last 24 hours ugh it's disgusting, but i only get to listen into harry potter once or twice when its on tv. Any way he started leading me up the stairs toward my room... more like my torchure chamber.. i started freaking out because i usually get party nights off because they are usually to drunk to beat me, i started struggling and then flat out screaming when he shoved me into the room, he dragged my over to the chains,the only other thing stuck in this room besides me,

"Shut up you little brat" he said while slapping me i instanly shut up because my face hurt to much to even open my mouth. He droped to his knees so he was level to my face. He started kissing my neck and collar bone, and when he bit down on it i shiverd from disgust and fear, he took this as a good sign [idiot] and ripped my shirt in half and took one of my breast in his right hand squeezing it so hard that it would probably bruise. I screamed out again, and he slapped me telling my to shut up or he is going longer,  he pulled off my pants then put the chains around my ankles standing up he puts cuff on my wrists and pulled the chains aparts so i was now in an X fashion, then pulled the chains so i was like 3 feet in the air. He goes on his knees, sliding his hands down my legs making me shiver in disgust. Moving up my legs he put two fingers in my virgin core, i cried out in pain and fear. He kept going faster and harder, so that i felt him tearing my insides, [This is supposed to feel good?!? All i feel is pain, pain corsing throughout my body] he pulled his fingers out and pulled down is pants and then leaned into my ear,

"This is my turn" was all he said before he thrust into my core, breaking my barrier. I screamed out in pure agony. Crying out, tears streaming down my face as he took my innocence from me. He keeps thursting in and out slow but hard, the feel of my insides tearing with each and every thrust and every pull. I heard him groan and he started to pound into me even harder than before. He abrubtly arched into me and released his seed. His release felt so wrong and I hurt so much. He pulled out chuckling, and pulled up his pants.
"That was so worht it," he paused and gripped my chin tightly forcing me to look into his cold dead eyes, " this is going to be happening for the rest of your miserable, useless life. So you better get use to this" he whispered and then released the chains, laughing as he walked out of my torture bedroom. I slumped on the floor naked beaten and crying in a lump. [He broke me, he actually broke me, he finaly tore the last shred of dignity I had away from me.] This thought shooked me to my very core, I screamed out so loud it left me voiceless. I lay there, in the fetal position as silent sobs racked my body.

***

I shot up and looked around the room, but not reconising where i am. A door opened, i quickly jumped up and pinned the person on the floor with my foot right by his family jewels and forearm pushing on his neck stopping the flow of air. I heard rapid thumping, indicating  running up stairs. All of my beasts were on high alert.

"Who are you?!?" i asked venomlesly

"K-at-ana it-s m-e M-itc-he-ll y-y-ou-r-r Br-ot-h-er" the guy responed

"LIAR!!! MY BROTHER?!?! I KILLED MY BROTHER!!!" i yelled at him. he looked at me pertrified, when the door was thrown open to reveal two people. A girl around 16 and a man ... more like a god [Damn that boy is finnee] all my beast hummed/ purred in agreement. I quickly shook my head of dirty thoughts, when he stepped closer. I narrowed my eyes and growled at him, he looks surprised but growls right back and stomps over and picks me up as if i was nothing. He stared me in the eyes with such intensity, I could not move, suddenly everything came back to me. The rouge fight, bringing Tori home, finding out that the Beta was my long lost twin Mitchell, and then me fainting from the gash on my back, too much blood loss i presume, which in thinking about brought an intense heat corsing up my back.

"AHH" I screamed out and collapsed into Blake's arms, which apparently were still around me. I was  too weak becasue now all the adreniline wore off, I was in imense pain. Blake carried me back to the bed. My eyes widdened when I remembered what had woken me up in the first place, [Why? why out of all the memories, did that one occur] I've had dreams... no nightmares, like this for the past 5 years. I havn't gotten a good night sleep since that night, even when I was still stuck there I  had nightmares of that same night that incident had occured. Alpha Blake came and sat next to me, and pulled me into his arms rubbing my back while i sobbed silently, come to think of it i havn't cried since I left that dreaded place. I quickly dried my tears, and glanced up at Alpha Blake and nodded my head in thanks, I looked over to MItchell and see a bruise forming around his neck,

" I am so sorry Mitchell i- i- i- did not mean to hurt you, i- i- ha-had a bad dream and it put me on high alert and in my defense," he nooded becasue he was still slightly gasping for air. I winced as he started choking again. Tori rubbed his back comfortably.

"W-w-hat di-id y-yo-you- mean you ki-ll-ed y-you-r b-rot-he-r" he asked and started choking again, i stiffen  and lower my head.

"That is a story i'm sure you'all are not ready to hear." i quickly looked to tori begging her not to tell anyone what i have told her already.

"Please tell me" Mitch said beggeing, "i've missed this much of my twins life i want to know what went on when you were taken" he said pleading... he looked like he was ready to go on his hands and kneed to beg.

"not right now i need to rest maybe later," I leaned back against the bed rest. They all nodded and started walking out, when i called out.

"Tori? Mitchel I want to talk to you guys real quick" They stopped in their tracks and nodded. Alpha Blake looked hesitant, but sighed walked out of the room.

"MItchell can you wait outside the room ill talk to you in a little bit" he nodded a bit reluctanly.

I Motioned for tori to come closer knowing only people with my hearing abilites could hear a whisper through a another room, "Listen tori you are not to tell anyone about my past ok?" I whispered as quietly but as clearly as I  could and she nodded and stood up, "Can you bring mitch in?" she nodded again and walked out to tell him and then left. When mitch walked in i patted the space next to me. He came and sat next to me. 'LIsten Mitchell i will tell you eventually but listen you can not let anyone even Alpha BLake? ok?" he nodded and kissed my head, he stood up.

"I'll do anything for ya sis and you know it." he squeezed my hand then, walked out the door. My eyelids soon became to heavy to keep open and I just let sleep over some me.