Rant Poems

My Fake Fantasy

Waiting in a line,
For someone to find me.
Crying on the insides
Because I'm not human enough,
Introverted in the corner,
From fear of society,
Hearing my name,
But it's called in a bad way,
From my mom who dislikes me.
All I can hear is "Work harder!"
When I'm just trying my best.
"Do you even know what you're learning?"
When all I am is slow...
Hate, and regret of me is all I hear from you.

I try the hardest, but you can just see my failures.
I want to be praised if I did something well,
But all I get is gossip and hate.
I don't want to taste pity and guilt when I eat,
So that's why I starve,
But you feed me like I child, when I feel like I'm going to faint. I asked you to stop, but you just call me names.

I don't care of what you're childhood in a different country was, I just want to be normal...

But that's just my fake Fantasy.

🖤

(Help, I'm forced into a dinner with my least favourite person ;-;)