Kiss Me Now, Kiss Me Never

Words

Bella

The look in his eyes seemed almost recognizable, and despite myself, I had hoped that he felt something more emotional for me, as well. Dare I hope?

"Fuck," Edward groaned, watching as his fingers slipped inside me. I moaned softly and wiggled a little to show him I could handle some more. "Hottest thing I'd ever seen."

Again, I moaned, the look of desire and something deeper seemed to etch itself on his handsome face. It was an image that combined a little possessiveness, awe and cockiness. I should hate it, but with Edward, I loved that side of him. The confidence he showed, though sometimes a front, made him all the more desirable.

"Why?" I asked, pushing my ass toward him – toward his fingers. My forehead dropped, my chin rested against my chest when I felt his smallest finger tease me.

He hummed and when our eyes met again in the mirror in front of us, something softened in his gaze. Instantly, fear replaced the tender look, which was quickly disguised as lust. What he feared, I had no idea, perhaps my reaction. Had I given him any reason to feel that what we had between us was more than sex? No, not really. I would have to find a way to remedy that.

Edward bent forward, his chest and torso against my back. His lips pressing kiss after kiss along my spine, he growled softly, "Watching a part of me disappear inside your ass, baby." I groaned at the words and from the sudden pulse of the vibrator inside me.

"Oh God, Edward." With every touch, combined with the look on his face, my completion was close. The fucker had known it and stopped the vibrator. "Damn it," I whimpered, causing him to chuckle. I growled, my eyes narrowed when I saw the smirk twitch at his lips.

"Sorry, baby," he said with another laugh. "But this is too good to have it end so soon." His free hand rubbed and teased everything within his reach, leaving me breathless for more. Despite the stillness of his fingers and the vibrator, I felt full.

His fingers moved again, I moaned deeply, eliciting a groan from him "You have no idea what it means to me," he said, his eyes meeting mine again in the mirror. "That you're willing to give me this part of yourself to me."

It was then, at the strangest moment, that I realized why it meant so much to him. It was a way for me to show my trust in him, in us. Warmth filled my chest that had little to do with the position I was in. It had to do with the man that I'd come to know over the past few weeks, someone I loved truly. The look in his eyes, the fear I'd seen earlier, I recognized it at that moment. The same emotions I felt for him, I could see reflected in his eyes as well.

Almost choking on the words, I whispered his name. In answer, Edward groaned softly, "I need to see you when we do this."

"Mirrors," I gasped, almost crying out when he removed his hands from me. He tenderly kissed my shoulder as he cleaned his fingers with a wipe he placed nearby earlier.

"No," he said, kissing the tiny heart behind my neck again. "I need to see you." After he helped me to my feet, his fingers curled around my hip. "Can you walk with the vibrator inside you?" I nodded, moaning when he wrapped his arms around me tightly from behind. "Good girl."

Tucked against him and with every step toward the exercise mat I made some sort of sound. A whimper, a little mewl, even a chant of his name. The remote to the vibrator was in the palm of his hand, torturing and pleasing me. The smirk on Edward's face was one of obvious delight and deviousness. I wanted to both smack and kiss him.

To torture me further, his cock was pressed tightly against my back. A slow moan escaped me, my head falling back to rest on his shoulder, as the vibrator pulsed inside me. His mouth moved over my shoulder and up my neck.