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18: feast

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unpredictable by 5 seconds of summer 

                          
ashton had a stash of food. it was a relief seeing as i was starving. 

                          
we were feasting on salty crackers and dried apricots and dried mango and dried apple and yogurt coated raisins and chocolate coated raisins and toffee popcorn. he had everything i liked. i wasn't allowed toffee popcorn and it tasted delicious. 

                          
he smiled at me. i made an effort to cram my mouth full although i knew it would make me want to puke. 

                          
"hungry?" he said sarcastically as i washed down the food with a can of diet coke. 

                          
"no," i grinned. 

                          
"good." 

                          
"i think this is the part where i call your name." 

                          
i grinned again, showing my dimples that i hated. only ashton had seen them in the flesh. 

                          
"too bad you don't know it." 

                          
"too bad i can't kiss you, then." 

                          
i froze. he wanted to kiss me?
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