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"Why do you hate me? I don't understand." "I hate everyone, you're not special." ____________________________ there's a shoddy sequel too, btw. ____________________________ Short Story | #191 Recovery | #2

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22: panic attack

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iris cover by sleeping with sirens 

                          
i kept calling for ashton. it was pitch black and i couldn't see 

                          
anything. 

                          
i was starting to have a panic attack and i knew it. 

                          
tears were falling down my cheeks before i could stop myself. i never wanted anyone to see me crying. especially not ashton. 

                          
"when you're ready come and find me!" he called. 

                          
"ashton?" i screamed and shouted. 

                          
i heard running footsteps. i'm going to die. someone is coming to get me. i tucked my knees under my arms and pulled them to my chest.

                          
"ashton! help me!" i cried as the footsteps got closer. 

                          
i was so scared, scared that the person would come and get me if they heard me.
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