because of you » a.i. [EDITING]

25: black

halo by beyoncé

me and ashton were arguing. it was stupid but he wouldn't stop.

"please don't hurt yourself!"

"you don't even know if i do!"

it was pointless.

"i can tell, okay?"

i felt tears. i didn't like to cry in front of people.

"how?"

"look me in the eyes and tell me you've never hurt yourself, physically, before."

i couldn't. he was right.

he pulled over.

before he could say anything else i yanked the door open and jumped out. i looked back at ashton and he was crying. why? i don't know. he shouldn't care about me. i'm going to die.

i want to buy a book with 101 things to do before i die but my parents won't let me. they don't know that i've hurt myself. i don't want them to know.

"i'm going to die," i muttered to myself.

and then everything went black.