Another chance (The Selection Fanfiction)

Chapter Eight.

It's been a long time since I have written, and I really want to apologize for this. Also, I want to thank everyone who have read, followed, voted or commented, that meant a lot to me.
This chapter has 3 parts and because today is a beautiful day, I wanted to send it as a present to all my fans. Also, I want to say that I love you all, and I hope that you will enjoy this chapter. And please read the author note at the end of this chapter it is important. Bon chance mes amis.

Juliano's point of view:
What???? He's here. After everything I have did to make her love me, after all this time, after all that hope to make here my girlfriend, he comes to take her away from me. He'll make her leave me.... Why... Why everytime I love someone you make him leave me... Why Jesus... Why.... I love her so much that I can't breathe or live without her.... She made me know, feel, touch and taste what is true love....

"Jul.... Juliano... Listen you must take America and go!!! What's wrong with you." My sister shouted at me. I feel sick... I hope it's a dream, a nightmare that I'll wake anytime soon... But no, it's not a dream, it's real. He's here... He's in Italy... He'll come and take America with him and I'll stay alone again without anyone to love me and love to...

What should I do without her in my life... She's more than my breathe, She's my soul, my dream, my hope in living....

I can't give her up, but I must... They loved each other, and even if I have told her about her and Maxon, he must see her and tell her everything about their relationship...
So I must give her up for her sake to remember, even if it will kill me... It's the right thing...

"We're not going anywhere, Nick." I told her. "Whatttt!!!!???" Both Nick and Ames asked with astonishment. "Look, it's our only chance. If America sees Maxon, he'll tell her everything about them and she'll remember all her past. And after that, they'll return together."

"What?????!!!!!" Ames said with hurt in her eyes. Looking in them breaks my heart more, but I want her to make the decision, I want her to choose between Maxon or me..... I really hope that she will choose me, but because I love her I will sacrifice my happiness to see her happy, and even if it was with someone else - even if it was with Maxon.

"What are you talking about? What the hell are you saying???? What happened to you, huhh? One minute you ask me to be your girlfriend, and the other you ask me to leave you, to go to him, to be with him.... Are you crazy..." Ames shouted while trying to blink the tears away, but she failed miserably because I still see them in her eyes, and at this moment I felt that my soul has been ripped out of my body.... What have I done?????!!! I can't see her in this way, broken and hurt, it kills me. "Ames, please listen..." I tried to say but she stopped me. "You know something, I'm the stupid one that believed that you really love me.... I'm stupid to believe and think that there will be someone who will love me in the end of the way.... I'm silly, don't you agree, but the most ridiculous thing I have ever done is confessing my love to you. But don't worry I'll leave you and I won't let you see my face again, I promise." She whispered the last sentence and she started to walk away. She can't go, she can't leave.... She's my little angel.

"Ames please stop... " I begged her to stop, I caught her hand and turned her around, she crushed her petite self to my hard chest. I hugged her tightly that our chests didn't have even a little bit of space between them, and then I smelled her amazing smell which is a combination of vanilla and roses. I take a sniff of her addictive smell to calm my nerves, and then I started talking while my lips are near her ears "I love you Ames." I said, and then I felt her shiver so I smirked.

"I love you, Ames. I love you deeply, completely, sincerely... And if there's another word that is more powerful than love, I would have used it... You know something, I loved you from the first time I'd seen you in that horrible hospital.... You were so cold as ice, your skin and your face were so pale
and your lips were blue, your eyes were closed and at that time I thought that the life has left your body, I thought that the death has wrapped you between his arms and took you away. At that second, I felt in love for you, but at the same time I was afraid that you will never open your eyes again..." I hugged her more tightly afraid she will go away and leave me, but I continued "In Italy there was a rumor about you that said if you look in America Singer's eyes you will fell in her spell, you will be attracted to her forever. But I have fallen in your spell by watching your face.... Even though, at that time I wanted to know what will happen to me if I saw your eyes, so I stayed with you all the time hoping and praying from God to let you open your eyes another time and let me be the first one to see your magical blue ocean eyes, and that what had happened.... You opened your blue crystal eyes, and you have captured my heart for eternity... You became my hope to wake up in the morning, and every dream that I have in every night, and between them you became the passion, the emotion and the courage to live my days... I have fallen in love with your eyes, hair, voice, temper, smile, laugh, flaws, mistakes, sarcasm, actions, words... I have fallen in love with your lips, mind, body and soul, but most of all I have fallen in love with you. You become my first thought when I open my eyes, and my last thought when I close them and everything between them.... So what I have said before was to give you a chance to remember your past, to never regret any choice you will make in the future. I wanted you to choose between Maxon and me. But I want you to know very will that you are the love of my life and I can't and won't live without you." And when I stopped talking I noticed that Ames was crying so I said "Shhhh, angel. Please don't cry, I hate myself when I see your tears." Then I wiped her tears away, and started kissing her lips. I don't know if we stayed kissing for seconds, minutes or hours, it doesn't matter, but what really mattered that her lips are on mine.