Another chance (The Selection Fanfiction)

Chapter Eight

       Part two

Maxon point of view:
All I wanted is to see my beautiful girl, my sunshine another time. I wanted to see her addicting smile and her shining eyes another time. I wanted to breathe again, but why they won't let me to.

"I said I want to see her grave." I shouted. I didn't care that I'm standing in front of the king of Italy, all I care for is my America.

"I heard you little boy, but as you know it's midnight now, and it's hard to take you there now, so let it slide for now, and in the morning, I'll let someone go with you." King Mariano demanded. Does he think that I'm stupid to believe him, so he can order some of his people to create a fake grave for her to deceive me and let me think that she is died when she's alive. "I've seen her a few minutes ago your highness. So, let us stop playing and bring her here because I need to speak with her." I claimed while looking in his eyes without hesitation or fear. I must be brave, it's my only opportunity to see her, to see the love of my life.

"What are you talking about? You saw America?? Hhhh... She's dead... She's been buried under the ground in front of  my eyes... How can you doubt me, little boy. And which girl are talking about? I don't know which girl you are talking about." He said almost shouting at me. Calm down Maxon, this way and this behavior will not help you in finding her and embrace her in my arms another time.

"I want to apologize for my behavior your Majesty, and of course I'm not doubting you, but I want to know the truth. All I want is to see her another time, to see her smile and to make sure she is fine. She's the most important person in my whole life." I exclaimed in depression for them to understand, to understand how much she is important to me. And in this moment, I don't care if I'm hurting Kriss, because all I care now for is my pain and how to make it less, and I know that I'm the biggest selfish in the whole world.

"Important my ass... If she's important to you as you say she'll be here beside you, she'll be married to you, but no you chose and married another girl, so how can you claim that you love her, hhhh... Do you know something Maxon, if you loved her truly she'll be here alive with us? So, don't shout and yell that you love her or care about her, because you're not." Princess Nicolletta shouted at me. I loved here, I loved her more than my life, and how she dares to say that I didn't love her. "Nick... Please calm down, mia figlia." King Mariano sighed. "Please father how can you ask me to calm down, I was there, I was in that accident, I was the one with her... so please don't ask me to calm down...." Nick cried looking at her father pleading.

"It was horrific.... I thought I'll die that day... The truck has collided with our car and then everything went downhill, I heard the glass shatter, the noise, the shouts... it was horrible... I, I wanted it to end so fast... I was so afraid..." she whispered and cried, but her boyfriend Alex hugged her tightly and started to whisper sweet words to calm her, saying that he is here with her and he'll protect her.

Seeing them like this, seeing the love in their eyes, it makes me envy them even though I don't want that. I want to be in the place of Alex and America in the place of Nicoletta, I want to express my love for her so freely without being afraid that destiny nor my father can stop me.... But, is it possible???

"And when all the noise and the shouts have stopped, I thought that everything would be fine, but at that time, I turned my face to see if America was ok. She, she... was..." she sobbed. "Shh... shhh... You don't need to continue, love. It's not your fault that this horrible accident had happened." Alex whispered to her.

"But Alex, you weren't with us... You don't know how everything was indescribable... it was like a nightmare..." Alex stopped her saying "At least I know how much it was horrible by the nightmares that you have every night... Please, forget about this accident, please let it go... Is it hard to ask for letting my Nicoletta return back, the one that I love, the one that isn't afraid of living, the one that is full of energy and enthusiasm, the one that doesn't fear anything except making her father and her kingdom disappointed of her, I want Nico that her eyes shine when she sees me... please let it go. I missed you."