James Hetfield, My New Neighbor

Chapter 30

The only thing I thought of all night is him with that waitress. From there I knew it was over....my heart hurts, from this I still felt like it was my fault.

I didn't sleep well. So I call in at work and told Jeffrey, I didn't feel good and I couldn't come in today. He told me just to take some time off.

I checked my phone and there was no call from James. Not even a text.

Few hours into the day. I was still crying in bed. Tissues were all over me. My chest and shoulders as I was laying down on my bed watching a movie on my phone. It was a love movie.....The notebook.

I sobbed, sniffed and cried. There was a scene when the guy in the movie was asking the girl, "What do you want?!" And she said "Its not that simple.." I yelled out "JUST BE WITH HIM!!" more tears came down and my saliva was coming out my mouth. I haven't cried like this since my grandma passed.

As soon as that scene ended, I continued watching and then there was a knock on the front door. I heard it from upstairs. I was hoping it to be James. So I could kick him in his manly part. There was another knock again, I got up to answer it.

As I open the door, it was Stacy. "Melanie! Are you Ok? What happen?" She asked, "....I told James.....and now it's over because he went with someone..." I said with more tears coming down my face. Stacy hugged me to comfort me. "This is all my fault..." I said, Stacy let's go of me and says, "Hey...this is not your fault. Where is he?" She asked, "He hasn't been home since I seen him yesterday." I said. "Ok, do you know who he went with?" She asked, "I believe I do....a waitress at the diner." I said, "I Don't remember her name but.....thats who he left with..."

Stacy stayed with me for the rest of the day to comfort me. I told her what happened at James work place and how Lars got what he deserved.

"Wow....that must have been very dramatic.." Stacy said, "Yes it was. Then he just left. We try to call him and message him but nothing. Then after James friend, Kirk, took me home. After that he went to look for James. He found him at the diner and then left with that waitress......i Don't know what they done.......", I started to cry again, just the thought of James possibly had sex with her. Kissing her, all because Lars done this to us.

Stacy comfort me some more. We watched a funny movies to turn things around. In the middle of the movie there was a knock on the door.

*Knock knock*

We both look towards the door. In was hoping it wasn't James but then I wanted it to.

Stacy got up to peek out the window, and then looked at me and said, "Its him....", I hesitated and the another knock came up.

*Knock knock*

"I don't want to see him.....i Don't want to talk to him." I said. I looked away.

Stacy answers the door. I hide myself away but still listen to what was going on.

"James....Melanie doesn't want to talk to you...." she said, "Just let me talk to her." He said, "I think your actions speaks for its self." She saids back at him, "That's something between Melanie and I. Now let me talk to her..." he said with a little anger at the end. "That's not gonna happen today..." Stacy said, "Let me in, please I need to speak to her.....Melanie!" He called me out loud but I didn't answer, "I love you, please let me see You!"

I never came out to see him. "You need to go James....." Stacy said "Fine.....but please tell her I love you and nothing didn't happen...." he said.

After James left, I came out from hiding. Stacy closed the door. We both sat back down. "I believe James may be telling the truth. The look on his face.....it reminds me when Jeffrey told me the truth about him and ex.....maybe you should talk to him soon...." she said, "I will.....as soon as I talk to that waitress...." I said.