it won't change • p.jm ✔️

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JIYEON

Looking back on what's happened this year and last year, my life is beginning to seem like a mess.

There are those who despise me for whom I'm around and there are those who don't care.

When Jimin walked into my life it was bad enough, but to have him kiss me was even worse. I don't care if my first was stolen by a jerk like him.

This will probably be my first and last time.

As for Jimin, I won't have to worry about him once I go to college.

You can do this Jiyeon! Just 4 more months left until I'll be free.

Third person

Jiyeon sat down on her bed recollecting everything that had happened in her 17, almost 18 years, that she had been alive for.

Though her life had seemed bad, she realized that without Jimin she wouldn't have me people she had cared about.

Jiyeon still didn't know why it happened and neither did Jimin.

Jimin

Why did I do that?

I hate her don't I, I know I do. Jiyeon didn't like it, so that must mean that I did it because I hate her.

I am confused as fuck. I run my hand through my hair roughly. I won't be confused soon enough, I'm guaranteed to get into my parents company.

I am the heir of it, but the only problem is that I am not a huge fan of the work that I would be doing.

I scrolled through the contacts in my phone.

This bitch is labeled as Jiyeon's name. I wonder why it's still in my contacts.

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This bi|
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Her 🌸|

I call you her, 'cause you're my tear.

Third person

Jiyeon was friends with Jimin's friends and they were so nice compared to Jimin, himself.

Jiyeon had grown a strong bond with jungkook, Hoseok, and Jin. They were like siblings. Always giving helpful advice.

As Jimin walked to the entrance to the school he spotted Jiyeon. He needed a chance to apologise and talk it out with her.

"Hey Jiyeon!" Jimin called. Jiyeon quickened her pace.

"Jiyeon!" Jimin runs over to her holding her shoulder to face him.

"I really want to say sorry, and I just don't know what had gott-"

"There's something you need to understand. You've made my life horrible. I cried to sleep for 5 years, I was isolated, and bullied by your so-called friends. I have every right to decline your apology because, I'm not going to forgive you out of nowhere. So I hope you realize that."

With that, Jiyeon left Jimin to think about everything she said.

Jimin

I put her through a mental phase, called trauma. It was me who ruined her, my presence in front of her. It made everything this way-no it was my attitude.

I ratted her out for the smallest things she didn't even do. I put her through things she didn't even want to know of.

A house made of cards, and us inside
Even if you say you see the end, even if you say it’ll collapse soon
A house made of cards, and stupidly, us
Even if you say it’s a useless dream, just stay a little more like this...

A/n: srry for short chapter. Will make larger one tomorrow. :)))

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