it won't change • p.jm ✔️

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A/n: I AM ACTUALLY SCREAMING YOU GUYS GOT ME @ #316 IN THE LOVABLE CATEGORY. FREAKING OUT

We had arrived back at the office in Seoul. The weather was pleasant, but I was still mad that I didn't have a chance to go in the water.

Petty? I know right.

Jimin's words continued to fill my mind.

"You can't go in the water."

"I don't think I'll ever get a chance to tell you."

Was there something he was hiding? So large that even his ego couldn't cover it?

If it's something that important then it's obviously something that I should be able to know of.

Glancing over at the clock, back in the temple room, I see that its 5:00 pm. The original plan was to come back home, but of course Daehwi relaizes he left his suitcase here.

Now we're looking for it, and it's been really hard.

"Jiyeon! Stop sitting around, and actually help! For fucks sake!" Sungwoo yells.

Jimin furiously turns his head around, "Language!"

I internally roll my eyes because that's quite a statement coming from him.

"Found it!" Daewhi yells with glee. He gestures to the car,"It was in the car!"

So we wasted 3 hours for nothing. Great. Just great.

I got inside Jimin's car and Jimin came in with a smile. My heart began to race and I felt suffocated.

"Uh, Jimin I don't feel so good." I say in a mellow voice.

"Oh really," he brought his hand to my forehead,"that's weird. You don't have a fever."

Now it felt even worse, I felt as if there was a circus going on in my stomach.

"I'm sure it's nothing then," he smiles again.

What are you talking about? I feel like I'm going to vomit butterflies and rainbows.

He started the car engine and put on his black sunglasses.

"Uhm" I stuttered a little, "Those glasses look good on you."

I bet he couldn't even hear me, I barely mumbled. Oh he heard it, he rose his eyebrows in response.

"Well thank you Ms. Jiyeon-ssi," he responds with a smirk. Well that's never a good sign.

"Your welcome," I mumbled.

"What's that? I couldn't hear you." Jimin teases.

"You know very well what I said!" I said annoyed.

"Quite a shame, the old confident Jiyeon is back" he frowns and keeps his gaze on the highway.

I didn't like the silence, it was too quiet. My hand crept towards the radio, reaching towards the power button.

To my surprise Jimin noticed, but didn't think anything of it. He glanced and didn't say much. I guess he was allowing me to turn the radio on.

This weird rap song came on really loud, startling Jimin. The car almost veered off the road, but Jimin was able to recover quickly.

"I'm sorry!" I yelled, lowering the volume of the song.

Jimin glared at me, obvious that he was mad. Oh gosh, I'm on Jimin's bad side again.

I hear a small mumble from Jimin, singing–wait no, rapping–to the song. Jimin really didn't seem like the type for guy to rap.

"I love, I love I love myself!" He begins yelling.

"I know, I know I know myself" he continues to shout. Currently, I'm very confused, but this was one of the only times I saw him enjoying himself and not being so self conscious.

The same feeling came again I felt nauseous wanting to regurgitate unicorns, smiles, and rainbows. Am I allergic to Jimin?

Jimin's voice was still playing in the background of my thoughts, he was obviously very happy. Happier then I've actually ever seen him.

"Yah, Jiyeon pass me the water." Jimin's let's out with a raspy voice. I hand him a water bottle.

The next song was one of my favorites, "Jimin I'm turning up the volume, dont be surprised"

He gave a nod and started singing and jamming out to the song. "DNA," he began making sound effects that would match the music.

I began laughing so hard, surprising him a little bit. His voice was just so funny, this was a side to Jimin I had never seen.

Jimin smiled back and as he moved his gaze back to the road I saw a small glint of sadness in his eyes.

"Jimin, are you feeling okay?" I was concerned, I don't want him fainting out of nowhere.

"Of course I am!" He begins dancing with no hands on the wheel.

"Yah! Jimin be careful–"

"Don't worry there's autopilot mode."

This kid, he's always so relaxed. I wish I had his confidence, I wish I had a lot of things to be honest.

***

Jimin said I could stay over at his house because he didn't want me to go through the struggle of walking back home from the office building.

Every time Jimin mentions his home I always fail to remember that he's rich as hell and lives in a big ass house that doesn't need like 5 bedrooms.

"Hey Jimin, I know this will sound weird. But, do you still like me?"