1, I shouldn't be doing this to myself
2, I'm feeling pain in so many ways
3, can someone tell me that they love me
4, I'm a mess and I don't even know why
5, I have moments when I'm numb, I can't care...which scares me
6, what will the ones I love do if I disappeared
7, is there really anyone to help me through this battle
8, I don't believe anyone can understand why
9, why is reality taking a tremendous toll on me
10, the only thing I feel is the warm lines on my arms...
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Does anyone know what the numbers represent?
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Poetry of my Thoughts
PoetryI guess this would be poetry. Somethings that I write to get my frustration out. Or I just start to get all poetic...something like that I guess.