..:Just My Thoughts:..

To my dearest friend

Dear best friend,

         We've never meet in person, yet it's like we've know each other our whole lives! It's only been about 6 years since we met online.. even though we live miles apart, we act like we're in the same place or room. You have always been my light on my darkest day, and even when we are not gaming, you are always on my mind.. for someone so caring and special in my life, you truly deserve so much! I'm writing to you to show my appreciation for everything, and I mean EVERYTHING you have done for me. There are days where I am at my worst and I may ignore you and just be an ass, yet you don't take it personal. There are times where I don't keep my promises or stay up late for you, I thought you would be mad...but you weren't...there were times where I would talk or even come online for ages....I thought you would forget about me...but you didn't...there were times where I would totally ruin you and hurt you...I thought you would leave me...but you didn't...after everything we had been through together and all of it to come..you still stayed there by my side, loyal and friendly..even after all of the disrespectful past... you were always a good person at heart, you are a selfless wonderful,beautiful, absolutely amazing person...after all these years of your hard work of caring for me...there is nothing I could do to repay the love that you gave to me...so I thank you for everything that you have ever done for me, those long nights that you would stay just because you wanted to actually and truly hangout with me..and all of those times that you knew I wasn't okay, even though I would deny it...you still stayed for me..and all those times that you heard me cry though that mic, and sadly...you couldn't do anything but hear me sob in pain..

You could have left...
You could have just said "forget it"..
You could have said goodbye...

But you didn't...
And you stayed and waited with me through the storm, and finally when it pasted...even if it was just for a day.. you would smile to me and say, "we made it.."

I love you soooo much, and there is no amount of words that could explain how thankful I am for you to be in my life... and I'm glad that you where the one to be there during my darkest times...

Because if it wasn't you..

They would have been mad at me...
They would have forgot about me..
They would have left me..

I just have to say.. that you are better then you think...and you mean so much to me..and whatever you may be going though, I will always be there because you never got mad at me...and you never forgot about me... and you never left me...

So I should return the favor :)

Oh and by the way...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! :D

I know I'm a little late (as usual) but I hope this made your day! I'm still currently working on your birthday present still, and when I do finished it I will be sure to let you know :4

Love, yours truly...
Bella <3