Lust ➳k.th

XVIII

❝ You're all I ever wanted❞

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GLANCING AT THE wall clock a chill run through my spine as I realized what time it was. Past midnight and yet Taehyung is no where to be found. My eyes darted, as I sighed I can't even go to bed knowing he's not home yet.

Sitting on the rocking chair moving back and forth my head is consumed with vivid thoughts, I can't even  bring myself to think that something bad might happened to him.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sudden sounds of the thunder roaring, and almost jumped when I heard someone banging hard on the door. Swallowing I gathered up my courage I walk towards the door slightly peeking as tensed features came at ease seeing the familiar face.

“Thank God you are still up,” mumurs Jin as I opened the door, he seemed to be rather messy or perhaps but my thoughts came to a pause as I caught the sight of an unconscious Taehyung leaning against the sober man’s body.

“What happened to him?”I ask in s panicked voice as with in instant my hands went around Taehyung’s waist  helping Jin to hold him as I placed Taehyung’s arm around my neck while we proceeded to walk in together.

“He had a few drinks... Wasted enough to even walk on his own,” mumbles Jin underneath his breath, scratching the back of his neck a little awkwardly.

We lay him on his bed, while I put blankets over him and takes off his shoes and socks.

As I turn I notice Jin staring at me with widened eyes. An unpolished look spread across his handsome features while his pupils only only expanded as they took me whole when I stepped forward.

“The two of you are madly in love with eachother that it's hurts me to know that can't be together,” he says, his voice almost lull with his gaze fixed upon me.

I look up to meet his eyes,“Jin, I did what seemed right to me you can't blame anyone here it's our faith that's against us, we weren't meant to be together, he is he and I am just a girl who fell love with a man that can never be her,”I spoke, a tear rolling down my eye.

"I wish there was something I could do,” he says pulling me into  a brotherly hug, as I let myself fall in his embrace.

I needed this hug, my heart warmed while he strokes my hair gently and whispers soothing words into my ears to calm me down, but I can't stop these tears from falling .

At this time I felt so vulnerable, I have never felt so weak— hopeless.

I pulled away my eyes hurting from crying, Jin looked down at his shirt that was now wet by the shoulders because of my tears. As I noticed his cheeks lightly flushed before the two of us awkwardly pulled back.

“Will you be okay or should I stay tonight?”

he asks with concern flashing through his eyes and couldn't help but smile a little at his sincerity.